I really... need to figure out how to get the full legal process of divorce started... Especially in the state of Texas I NEED to do it, I just don't have the funds to go through with the paperwork yet though (I'm aware divorcing costs money, which I think is dumb.) Legal stuff is also a little —

It's nice to be putting my foot down and not be folding so easily anymore. I'm ready to embrace a new chapter for myself, I feel like I've been in a state of purgatory with myself for almost a year and a half. Maybe longer. But I'm tired of living in a state of constant regret and "I should have—"

Really need to post here more... bwuh

Finally watched Demon Slayer: Infinity Castle Part 1 today. Jeeeeeezzzz Not gonna talk spoilers or anything here, but damn, that was amazing actually. I'm so sad I barely missed getting to watch it in theaters ughhhh, it was an experience regardless though So many emotions. Wah

Doing a rewatch of Demon Slayer (minus the most recent movie) rn since Im showing it to a friend for the first time, and. oh boy, Zenitsu is a fav, but I'm definitely getting more attached to Muichiro now..... maybe more than just attached ahahaaa mAN

I just want to live my life...

Going to vent momentarily. Guh, one of the worst starts to a year tbh. I knew things were going too nicely.. Can't believe I got a call from *them* of all people. I want them to leave me alone so bad, but it feels like the more I wish that, the more obsessive they get... God I am so tired.

This year will truly be different this time.. I'm excited.

So, I finally got into Demon Slayer / KNY over the past month I'm all caught up on the anime, minus Infinity Castle since it went out of theaters just as I caught up. But man, wow I'm kinda mad I waited so long to get into it lol. This anime is SO FUCKING GOOD FR, it blew me away —

It's been really hard to post on any social media for a while. Well. I haven't really posted in over a month now, I've had so much going on. Honestly, I kind of like the quietness and privacy though...

🏳️‍🌈 HAPPY PRIDE MONTH! 🏳️‍🌈 I've been exploring my comfort levels around certain things again, and I've come to the conclusion at this time that I'm comfortable with adopting the label of femboy! Non-binary, transmasc femboy who's also aceflux & grayromantic. :) ✦ [ #mitsuWIP #myart #furry #furryart ]

Happy birthday to meeeee [ wip ]

Ugh.... i see what the pharmacist meant now by making sure I take these antibiotics with food........ ghfghfhfhdh I dont think I ate enough for dinner before I took it and now I just feel,,, nauseated by the smell of food, eugh...

Freyja on da laundry basket.......

I already got the first 38 volumes of MHA coming in very soon from a really cool mutual,, and I just so happened to find Vol 39 out in the wild before leaving Alaska! so 39/42 (i think?) volumes... To be able to start collecting the TBHK manga as well would be so fuckin awesome.......

so i saw someone on tik/tok selling some TBHK stuff,, oh my gawd I could get the first 12 volumes of the manga, plus ASHK, plus a cute lil backpack, for like,, $70 / $90 including shipping,,, AAAA MAN i need some commission slots claimed asap 😭😭 fuck going out to eat for my birthday, i want this!!

i wish i could just, like, idk, pay someone to help upload all my shit to furaffinity and wherever else for me. i *know* Postybirb exists, Ive just always been nervous about using it for some reason though, something about "ah, im letting a bot do the posting for me, what if it messes up?" —

ugh I wanna make an animation to Headlock by Imogen Heap with Mitsuba sooo baaadd.......

meme i made based off what happened last night cuz this is how we cope 🤪🤪 it was not a good time (but better now obviously)

Gotta love having a fictive alter that their source is still being made/updated, so we both get hit with new info about it, and it can either be really cool OR really diabolical and send us into a state of fear and panic to the point of dissociating,,,

both of us getting so thrown off by the new chapter that we got sent into the worst dissociative episode in the past couple months was not something i could have predicted— Like, man even MHA hasn't fucked me/us up that bad before and I have 3 of those fucks as fictives too!!! What da hell

Alright now that Ive slept and woke up feeling stable— man, what the FUCK was that chapter yesterday Aidairo??!!?!? That was. NOWHERE near where I thought things were gonna play out. Poor Nene,,, like, my god, yesterday's new TBHK chapter got BOTH me and my Mitsuba fictive so fucked up 😭😭

God why do I gotta end up kinning the mfs with relatively simple OR the most detailed designs, no in between,, LMAO,,,, thisll probably be my most elaborate kinsona ref yet (he/they)

i want to dye my hair pink so bad, but i know Ill have to bleach it first if I want to cuz my hair is literally so dark, aughhghgf

sighhh.. its always a challenge for me to feel bad for someone who ends up throwing up after drinking, cuz like, man you did that to yourself. i havent thrown up from drinking too much yet. I dont wanna get to that point. "Aw, but thats no fun, you're boring lol" you find throwing up fun????

Just remembered that Ponytown exists, so of course I had to go make a bunch of Mitsuba's forms/outfits in there lol

Rewatching FMA:B with a friend and I just remembered I got this frame— im fucking cackling again "Moments before what COULDVE been disaster"

Its so hard for me to remember to post here or anywhere for that matter outside of my Discord server 😭😭 Its just so convenient fr, but I really gotta break out of this lil box cuz my engagement/traction for comms n stuff is so ass rn,,,

i might be going a lil crazy with this rebrand lmao— i am in EMOTE HELL!!!!

oughhfgddgh TBHK is my hyperfixation rn but ohh the Ultra Age thing,,,, i feel my MHA demons tryna grab me by the ankles I swear to gAWD!!!!!!