Goddamn 90s Murder She Wrote went hard. (Yes, that's Ricardo Montalban)
Lost Turntable
@lostturntable.bsky.social
Tokyo-based human. I like old music and movies. Also, games. I suffer from PTSD and other health issues. My teddy bear sometimes helps me get through the day. His name is Kuma. He's pretty cool.
Eat it anxiety. I have my pink galaxy shoes and kuma. And xanax.
Not feeling as great today as I did yesterday, mostly because I have to wake up earlier for work and my sleep still is spotty. Anxiety is pretty high. Feeling a bit uncomfortable. BUT I CAN DO THIS. I wanna teach today and goddammit I'm gonna teach. I only have three lessons and I'm done before 2pm.
My Halloween costume: dressing as flamboyantly over the top as possible, taking my teddy bear to the record store and buying a shitload of Viking metal.
I really want to write something about my recent mental health rollercoaster but I don't even know where to begin, what's causing it, and how it will end but I gotta get something out of my head and onto a screen cuz it's driving my crazier.
Behold the Empire's ultimate weapon, the all-powerful, moon-sized, planet-shattering battle station: the Unalive Star
My Halloween costume: dressing as flamboyantly over the top as possible, taking my teddy bear to the record store and buying a shitload of Viking metal.
Had an absolutely terrible day yesterday, mental health wise. Almost went to the hospital. Today...much better. Back to my usual levels of anxiety. Tapering off benzos sucks.
Just a reminder this is on disc and can be easily bought. Own it! Owning media rules!
“When Apple TV, which most Americans don’t have and don’t want, offers people the ability to ‘stream’ a treasured classic, no one watches, because it is not a shared, 30-minute experience. It is no longer special.” The Great Pumpkin at 60:
New episode of Cinema Oblivia is live (and so am I, still!) Madeleine Koestner (@dvdboxset.bsky.social) returns once more, this time to talk about one of the GREATEST FUCKING MOVIES EVER MADE - Chopping Mall. Goddamn right I'm serious. This shit rules. www.podbean.com/eas/pb-zm8ur...
Episode 113 - Chopping Mall
Chopping Mall isn't a forgotten film, if anything it's the opposite - it came out to little fanfare and only grew in reputation since! But I wanted to talk about it anyway and so did Madeleine Koestne...
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There are no good suicide songs for people pushing 50. Goddamn kids got all of them. I can't listen to Adam's Song that would just be pathetic.
Dressing for how I want to feel not how I actually feel (which is terrible yay)
Hey Frank, sick of your hypocrisy. You got no problem working with a racist bigot who was on podcasts endorsing white genocide, so cram it. You got no problem with bigots when they're your meal ticket.
Hey God, if you’re going to take wonderful actors and voice-over artists from us, would you mind throwing a bigoted totalitarian rapist into the mix every once in a while? What is your fucking problem?
Thought I was gonna make it through a morning without my ritual crying/emotional breakdown but then I saw the news so that didn't work.
Goddamn 90s Murder She Wrote went hard. (Yes, that's Ricardo Montalban)
I had some problems but my day wasn't that bad! Friends helped. Thanks to everyone who reached out. Also I bought a lot of metal and game music. Retail therapy can help sometimes too.
I think this is gonna be a bad day can't wait
Haven't bought an album because it looked so bad it's good in a long time. But this 300 yen one was too WTF to pass up.
My meds. I don't think this is what Kermit meant by the rainbow connection.
I don't follow baseball that much but I'm all for rocking in Wisconsin
Fighting.... everything going on with looking fucking fabulous. With Kuma.
Kuma says hi and he's gonna help me navigate a difficult day.