Jules
@jujojulo.bsky.social
26 / she/her / Catmom / pharmaceutical technical assistant / Swiftie 💜 / bookworm, bookhoarder 📚 / cozy gaming 🎮/ your local german cutiepie ✨ / all things fantasy / annoyingly in love /
This man made my heart drop this morning, because i didn't felt well and i was SURE he's going to die It took him like one walk to the toilet to feel better. But i was in full on panic mode
Getting back to work after a 3 week vacation is always really horrible, because my brain is SURE I'm bad at my job and everyone of my coworkers know that and nobody really wants me there That's fun
Coworkers send next weeks work schedule Turns out i really have to work when my vacation is over
At the end of the vacation shout out to the most amazing person who blessed me with existing in my life. He never got tired of taking pictures. He felt joy in every moment we spend together. He really is like my forever person and there's no one else I would've wanted to spend this vacation with ❤️
A young person told me it's cool, so I'm going to post some pics from my week in London ✨
A young person told me it's cool, so I'm going to post some pics from my week in London ✨
I'm at the city I always dreamed of visiting with the man I couldn't have dreamed of
First pic was today, second pic 2 years ago. Meeting Disney figurines and posing with them is my thing.
Somehow sometime the last days i started to be mean to myself again and i don't like this
We arrived at the hamburg airport and that means my first flight ever is getting real and I'm really fucking nervous and excited
Dear diary, today i talked to my dad about my depression for the first time ever. He knew everything, because my mum told him against my wish. He cried, because he's so sorry I feel that way. And he told me he's so proud of everything I achieved so far.
After having a really bad mental health time a few weeks ago, I temporarily increased the dose of my antidepressant. Since I'm on vacation for 3 weeks I decided on friday that this is the best time, to get back to my regular dose.
I can't wait for boyfriends birthday in 6 days, because I got him cute gifts and I'm so excited to see his reaction
I'll go on a short vacation with a friend today. I'm back on Wednesday. This cat is already pretty pissed that I plan to go
I'm kinda scared not to be well enough "in time" to go back to work
These days i use most of my suncream for the balcony but that's fine because my skintone is so light, I reflect the sun
Gonna put myself out of the depression by reading in the balcony (I don't know if it works this way)
Texted work that I'm gonna go to the doctor tomorrow because my mental health isn't healthing right now
Told him I need an "survival package" because my mental health isn't healthing today/atm and he just gave me a bowl with my favourite snacks and opened my favourite fun drink