guys the guy who from the ventilator company who is working with us to get Luis’ vent at home is so fucking hot. Tall, muscular, bearded with a deep voice. Fffffffuck I keep forgetting how to act when he comes in.
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idk why but I truly think being on my knees and having an older, dad-bod carrying man call me a good boy might heal me idk idk
im afraid you guys will lose interest if I don’t start being slutty again so here’s the load I shot the other day idk 🤷🏻♂️
i’m not saying I strong-armed Luis into taking a sleeping medicine they offered him so that I could also sleep (cause otherwise he has me up all night) but I definitely strong-armed him into taking a sleeping medicine so that I could also sleep
hi all! our ventilator for the house should arrive here within 3-4 days. Once it’s here, we’ll have to spend a night here with the new ventilator to make sure it works before they send us home. overall, we’re looking at monday - tuesday discharge.
Hi guys, just leaving this here. No pressure. Luis is going to have to go home with a sort of BiPap machine on steroids and we’re going to have to make a lot of changes at the house. Any help is appreciated 🫶🏻🩷🫶🏻
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ngl jerking off when I got to the house earlier actually really helped calm me down lmao like idk how I even got myself horny enough to do it considering everything going on but DAMN it did the trick for a sec
it’s hard to be drowning like this but it’s even harder when the people drowning along with you seem to be drowning in a different pool, and they’re all helping each other in their pool, but nobody is checking on my pool where i’m drowning too.
luis always has his worst / most anxious nights when I haven’t slept the night before 🙃🙃 like boy per science, I am as impaired cognitively as I would be if I had a BAC of 0.1%. I can’t even manage my own emotions right now.
not to be vulnerable but I, frankly, feel like I’m drowning, like there’s a literal stack of titanium bricks on my chest at any given moment of the day. and I’m mad. I’m so fucking mad. and I don’t even know what I’m mad at i’m just mad. and i’m mad and I’m sad and i’m scared
I was hoping this wouldn’t be the case, both for his sake and my sake, but the doctors just came in and it’s very likely Luis will be going home with a ventilator. This isn’t bad necessarily, because it means he’ll have breathing support at home, but it’s going to very negatively (1/2)
lots of weird and new medical related trauma from this past year and what am I doing to cope with it? watching grey’s anatomy and the pitt so I can see fictional people go through medical related trauma instead
Just wanted you all to see his smiling face - hope it gives you the same comfort it gives me in these moments.
update: we have officially downgraded to “Pressure Support” mode of the ventilator. What this means is that Luis is initiating every breathe himself, the ventilator is not starting them. Once he starts a breathe, the ventilator gives him a little extra air to make it a full breathe.
CJ 🚀 🪐@cmannyjr.bsky.social · 2w agoupdate: tried again to take the vent out. He lasted longer than last time but still isn’t fully ready. They’ll try again tomorrow. We’re taking things day by day.
update: tried again to take the vent out. He lasted longer than last time but still isn’t fully ready. They’ll try again tomorrow. We’re taking things day by day.
CJ 🚀 🪐@cmannyjr.bsky.social · 2w agowe had a decent night. he woke up around 2-3 and has been up since. He’s much more with it now and seems to be breathing over the vent, so i’m thinking we’ll be able to move him to “oxygen support” mode instead of full manual ventilation today.
we had a decent night. he woke up around 2-3 and has been up since. He’s much more with it now and seems to be breathing over the vent, so i’m thinking we’ll be able to move him to “oxygen support” mode instead of full manual ventilation today.
CJ 🚀 🪐@cmannyjr.bsky.social · 2w agoupdate: tried to take the vent off already, he didn’t start breathing until he was awake. so they still don’t think he’s quite ready. will try again tomorrow.
having to see the love of your life hooked up to a ventilator is not something i’d wish on even my worst enemy. I hate this.
update: tried to take the vent off already, he didn’t start breathing until he was awake. so they still don’t think he’s quite ready. will try again tomorrow.
CJ 🚀 🪐@cmannyjr.bsky.social · 2w agoBronchoscopy revealed a massive mucus plug, as they suspected. They cleared it out. Tomorrow, they will try to take him off the ventilator. If he tolerates breathing on his own well, they’ll move on to the next steps.
Bronchoscopy revealed a massive mucus plug, as they suspected. They cleared it out. Tomorrow, they will try to take him off the ventilator. If he tolerates breathing on his own well, they’ll move on to the next steps.
CJ 🚀 🪐@cmannyjr.bsky.social · 2w agohi guys we could really really really use all of your good vibes today. I am on my way up to Jacksonville urgently. Luis’ blood oxygen dropped to and stayed at 70 this morning and he’s now in the ER on a ventilator. I’m not sure what’s going on or what will happen.
He’s doing alright, all things considered. He’s sleeping and wakes up a little bit but is out of it when he does wake up. His oxygen is back up at 100 with the vent. They think he had a massive plug in his trache but we won’t know for sure until they do a bronchoscopy.
CJ 🚀 🪐@cmannyjr.bsky.social · 2w agohi guys we could really really really use all of your good vibes today. I am on my way up to Jacksonville urgently. Luis’ blood oxygen dropped to and stayed at 70 this morning and he’s now in the ER on a ventilator. I’m not sure what’s going on or what will happen.
correction: he is on his way to the ICU
CJ 🚀 🪐@cmannyjr.bsky.social · 2w agohi guys we could really really really use all of your good vibes today. I am on my way up to Jacksonville urgently. Luis’ blood oxygen dropped to and stayed at 70 this morning and he’s now in the ER on a ventilator. I’m not sure what’s going on or what will happen.
hi guys we could really really really use all of your good vibes today. I am on my way up to Jacksonville urgently. Luis’ blood oxygen dropped to and stayed at 70 this morning and he’s now in the ER on a ventilator. I’m not sure what’s going on or what will happen.
Luis’ mom got us one of those cute little robots that has a camera and microphone so I can see him and talk to him even when he doesn’t have his phone 🥰 i’m really just gonna use it to annoy the hell out of him though hehe
Fun fact: it is riskier, more dangerous, and overall logistically harder to send humans to the bottom of the ocean than it is to send them to Space.
I cannot accrue PTO to save my life lmaoooo I earn a day and I’m instantly like “okay so tomorrow I’m taking the day off” ☠️
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