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Idk. People try to be supportive online and say ‘ppl make adult friends all the time!‘ but as a working adult surrounded by adults they just hang out with their family and go home bc we’re all tired. im not happy writing faceless DMs to strangers.

thinking about my move to a new city and feeling sad about. so many things. about how lonely adulthood is and how nobody tells you that it’s just this way. and not because it’s inherent to being an adult but rather the horrendously isolating paradigms everyone is just trying to survive under.

i miss aazhid and mom said its my blog so i get to talk about my fat fuck men. anyway his tribe is matriarchal so the men do shitty jobs like maintain the spiritual balance of the ocean where they believe all the worlds evil is held through mass hunts but in turn makes them "spiritually poisoned"

Since waz is my torturable homunculus I kinda want him to have a bad end and I’m thinking abt some ship accident and he loses his memory but relearns his work slowly but is otherwise just some fuckass regular guy and Nila falls out of love with him bc even if he was a bastard he was Wazzy back then

its done, I resigned from my job and crying my eyes out 🥲 I’m so scared of what the future holds. I never know if i make the right choice. But I hope change is good. I’ll be moving to Portland