Karma Silverwind

@karmasilverwind.bsky.social

loves art, books, and music. I am also a Wicca and novelist/scenarist/translation. fair warning I AM VERY DIRECT in what I think. NO MINORS ALLOWED! if you DM me state your reason! https://www.patreon.com/karmakat https://www.furaffinity.net/user/karmakat

I know that I am far from being ok, and it does affect my moods and reactions. But I am FUCKING FED UP OF PEOPLE INSULTING THE STUFF I LIKE! I respect others' choices, at times tease, but still, when I can and find something related to it, I buy it for them. But when I say that i like a movie, books

I am MU: Dark Epoch, logged in to do the guild boss event as 244 on my small guild on my phone. Finish the boss, no problem...no one is around and I see a "free-for-all" boss lvl 255. I am fighting in, not getting damage, and another player arrives

First night with the new medication was...different. Not used to it; it knocked me out last night, plus the lovely insults. Woke up at 3 am, slept a bit more. At 7, I felt foggy, trouble seeing straight, so I DARED to ask for a coffee... They were acting like I was robbing them... sigh.

Karma Silverwind@karmasilverwind.bsky.social · 2w ago

So, after another "Lovely night and day"...going to start the new medication tonight. I read the warnings...I won't claim that they are encouraging, but I'll see how it goes.

I am to the point that, IF I want to have a normal conversation with people or being able to focus on something, I have to take a strong coffee...and double the medication that stops my 'feeling of spinning'... The generalist says that I can, but HOPES that it won't be for long...

Karma Silverwind@karmasilverwind.bsky.social · 2w ago

Felt like throwing up all morning, migraine, and my head spinning. The "specialist doctor" called with a tiny voice to tell me THAT HE WILL ASK JIS COLLEAGUES AND CALLS ME THURSDAY...F...!

We got electricity back last evening, 24 hours after others in cities. If we hadn't all called and complained, it seems they had forgotten about us... Side effects of all of that: my body feels worse, harder to concentrate and nosebleeds. Had to order new sheets... The meds' side effects doubled...

Update: spent a crappy night, then went for the blood test at opening. My mother was nagging to the point, last one, was "Get ready to ho out; they are going to open" like we are going for super sales. I had my bag and all. At the 7th time I said "Are you expecting me to redo my MAKE-UP?".

Karma Silverwind@karmasilverwind.bsky.social · 4w ago

Update: the generalist doctor listened and agreed that all those side effects piling up aren't a good thing. So she changed me to one equivalent but different, plus a blood test. When I told my parents "but the specialist said to change nothing without his say..." i said "THEN HE SHOULD ANSWER!"...

Update: the generalist doctor listened and agreed that all those side effects piling up aren't a good thing. So she changed me to one equivalent but different, plus a blood test. When I told my parents "but the specialist said to change nothing without his say..." i said "THEN HE SHOULD ANSWER!"...

Karma Silverwind@karmasilverwind.bsky.social · 4w ago

Some news about it. After trying to find one of my doctors to talk about that, my generalist accepted to add a spot for me in Friday to see. EVERYONE HERE KNEW, and reminder I am not supposed to drive. Their reactions "its too hot, I dont want to go out..." I HAVE ALREADY SOMETHING TO DO AND DON'T

Some news about it. After trying to find one of my doctors to talk about that, my generalist accepted to add a spot for me in Friday to see. EVERYONE HERE KNEW, and reminder I am not supposed to drive. Their reactions "its too hot, I dont want to go out..." I HAVE ALREADY SOMETHING TO DO AND DON'T

Karma Silverwind@karmasilverwind.bsky.social · 4w ago

Am I supposed to say "bingo" or something for DOCTORS REALISE ITS THEIR SO EFFING "PERFECT" MEDICINE THE REASONS WHY I AM NOT OK MOST PROBABLY... SHIT...

No idea what or why but I think i am sick indeed. Yesterday, I fell asleep at 8 30 pm, went to pee around 4 am, then woke up around 2 pm...and still feeling meh. I do eat and drink, but my head doesn't feel well. I can't manage to really focus, feel dizzy...nearly fell while working yesterday...

Today (6 July) marks Omnisexual Visibility Day. People who are omnisexual experience attraction to people of all sexes and gender identities, with gender playing a factor in the attraction.

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I haven't felt well for about 2-3 days. Just out with Apple, spending time with her, drinking water from my thermos. Minding my business...my father arrived, "Are you still writing?", i said yes, his answer "So...?" I looked at him as if to say, 'So what?' I should have left right away...