ArchieSilverz

@archiesilverz.bsky.social

He/Him - 27 - Wolf/Dragon hybrid thingy. Mostly just 1am ramblings and poetry. 18+ 🏳️‍🌈

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Caught between the joy of wanting to change, to embrace the potential of who I could be, the right choices I'm gonna make, VS the horror of acknowledging how much time I've already wasted and thrown away, the person I should have been and friends I could have made. I wasted so much time, oops x3

I left you behind, in a place I can't remember. The weight of who you could have been, trampled by the fear of who I wasn't supposed to be. And now I'll never find you again. I'm sorry I wasn't brave enough to be you. And these days I wonder, how much stronger I'd be if it was you that I'd become.

4 hours is probably not enough, can I be asleep again please? Can I be hummed to sleep with a soothing lullaby? Or held tight and cuddled until the dreams take me? Or maybe I just start my day at 6am. Whichever is easier x3

The insidious thing about loneliness is that you forget what belonging feels like It's hard to be around people when your inner self says that you're an impostor and intruder around everyone, even friends Just some 3am introspective thoughts

I am happy. Will that last? Who knows. But right now I'm happy. I love being around people so much, I need to push myself to do it more. Just spent a week with some wonderful people and I wish I could better express just how much that time meant to me. Thanks y'all 💜

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Even when I'm feeling okay, I'm still a little bit sad. Because no amount of personal happiness can act as a replacement for the genuine human connection I lack in my life. I could live the happiest day of my entire life and it will still be a little bit sad, because I lived it alone. Like every day

Often wish I could go back in time and just scream at younger me. Get over it and be a part of the world. Don't hide away and never grow. Don't drift away from people, make some genuine connections. Acquire skills and hobbies. Learn how to be a human being. Cus eventually it's too late for it all.

Some nights I'm laying here in bed and I just don't feel real. I'm empty inside, all the pain I know I should be feeling just can't get into my heart. Like it's already dead. I don't think my mind let's me feel it. Because the weight of wasting another day is too much. So I just lay here and exist.