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who would've thought that dealing with my hometown's military draft office would be torture not because of transphobia but because of the crippling bureaucracy of it all

Coming on the 16th of July HOC EST CORPUS MEUM: An OYuuO Gothic Zine Obscured family ties, secret siblings, murder, incest, hauntings, patriarchy, repressed guilt, familial terror, descents into madness, corruption and imperiled virtue - all the good stuff :-)

a promo image for the oyuuo gothic zine hoc est corpus meum, with red gothic script over an image of a crumbling house

but I'm really glad i decided to rewatch it as an adult with more analytical and critical skills, as well as the experience and knowledge i didn't have before. I'm getting so much more from it now than i did back then. for all its flaws, it's a great and complex story

I might be wrong but I think merlin bbc pmo so bad that I started going to the gym and continued reading the capital at the same time to procrastinate watching it further 💀

also I saw someone say smth along the lines of "on a rewatch, the magic users aren't all as innocent as I remembered them to be" and it just pissed me off ngl, oh I'm sorry, is the oppressed minority attempting to fight for their lives? are the persecuted people getting radicalised?? fuck off

just finished the first season today, it's so interesting to see the parallels between merlin and uther. with all the daunting responsibility merlin carries at his young age, it could do him so good to learn from uther's best qualities; instead, he repeats his mistakes

all my homies hate uther pendragon (because he is a well fleshed out character that was written to represent exactly the kinds of things we should denounce in real life)

i remember staying up till 5-6 a.m. on weekdays, then waking up an hour later to go to college, taking my laptop with me to find an empty classroom and keep watching during free hours. tbh i WISH i wasn't 28 with a job now so i could do it again, im in bed and it's CALLING to me 💔

I haven't finished Hades 2 yet but did make some progress with the story, and now im having Thoughts™ about the core ideas on the first and the second games and how they're very similar but fundamentally different

I am yet to get to it but I feel like even a traditionalist fascist playthrough of DE will make me feel less yucky than the moralist centrist one.. the things I'll do for steam achievements 😔

precinct 41 theme has been stuck in my head for a couple days now, and not only does it have this gallop-ey feel to it, but also imitated sound of hooves. Jean did say he used to be an equestrian cop (or both of them?), and I love this decision for the track

being on a dating app is such a depressing experience. some of it is that every time, after some swiping, i start genuinely thinking that i just don't like people much. but also... nobody is dreaming of dating apps?? *I* don't dream of dating apps that's for sure