Not much has changed since I posted this, hence why I've been quiet. I've found that I've been just 'killing time' outside of the few days I've been doing some voluntary admin work, without any real direction or sense of accomplishment. It's not a great feeling, not going to lie.
As much I like being a positive person, I really hope I find a fulfilling purpose at some point, as living without one is really getting to me lately. It's honestly hard to look forward to much of anything without one.