I decided to pick up Begleri so i could have a skill toy that is acceptable to carry around in public and won't freak people out like carrying around one of my balisong trainers. It's an oddly addictive little toy.
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If people ask what I've been doing to pass the time while in recovery from bottom surgery, I'm gonna have to whip out one of the balisongs/butterfly knife trainers I got and whip out the moves! Being cooped up for months made me find the best fidget toy ever!
Would love any suggestions for shows, movies, audiobooks, video essays, podcasts, etc Realizing I'll be spending 14 hours every week until April of next year on dilation means I'll need some audio/visual media to keep myself entertained Already scrapping the bottom of the barrel on my backlog here
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Gosh, been feeling so flat or blasé. I think a lot of it is me adjusting to being on a good stable dose of meds for managing my Bipolar. I guess I feel stable? Or as normal as I can get? But fuck, i almost miss the highs of hypomania! If this is what normal feels like, then normal feels boring!
Why I'm like this: -abusive parents -being sent to conversion therapy -threatened with homelessness by parents if i was openly queer -abusive ex -being choked almost to death by highschool bully for being gay -no contact with family after 15 years of begging for acceptance -BPD, ADHD, Bipolar 2
why I’m like this: - undiagnosed autism - bullied too much - burned out since i was 5 - bad dog no treat - too many near death experiences - child abuse - catholic guilt - denied autonomy until I was 18 - my soul is rotten and i deserve every bad thing that ever happens to me ever - art school
2nd check in on surgery follow up yesterday,and things are still looking good. B4 at home i could only dilate to the 4 dot on my dilator, but was encouraged to breathe and relax and push hard to reach the 5th dot And today i was actually able to reach it! So now I've got more depth than i thought!
Day 1 of doing dilation by myself at home! And now realizing just how much this is gonna rule my life for the foreseeable future! Setting aside three 30 minute chunks everyday for a year like my surgeon recommends is gonna be a huge time commitment.
Got my packing, catheter, and wound vac removed today. And got a first look at my new anatomy. Everything was quite bloody and swollen, but the doc thought everything looked good. Doing more bedrest and getting to start dilation!
Recovery is going well so far, cannot wait to get all these tubes out of me! Even still it's so surreal that this finally happened!
Every transfem needs to know this. Quit nicotine. It's worse for us than usual because it interferes with estrogen receptors! This can delay breast growth and other physical changes, and cause chronic fatigue because you don't have enough functional hormones.
just learned that my recent additional breast growth (after almost 5 years on estrogen) is likely caused i quit nicotine cause it interferes with estrogen uptake and I am FREAKING OUT WHAT IF YOU HAD TOLD ME MY TITS WOULD GET BIGGER IF I STOPPED VAPING I WOULDVE STOPPED YEARS AGO!!!
Surgery was a success! I got my level up, and now I'm more girl than i used to feel like. I even happy cried before and after the surgery cause I was just so thankful. Still feel a bit sluggish post anesthesia, but overall good! #trans #transjoy #mtf #vaginoplasty #postop
Welp, it's almost here! Today is my last normal day before i start surgery prep for tomorrow, and then just this Wednesday is surgery time! It took almost a year of small steps and waiting to get here. And it feels so surreal to be here now on the cusp of it.
Totally forgot to post it on the actual day, but!!!!! April 16th marked my 2 year HRT anniversary! Life has changed dramatically for the better! Only wish I'd started sooner! #transtimeline #transjoy #trans #mtf
Decided to take a chance and get a new haircut to rock those butch girl vibes! Was a bit nerve wracking after growing my hair out for 2 years! But i really like the result 😁
The Supreme Court did not strike down conversion therapy bans today. Not nationwide. Not in Colorado. Not anywhere. Here's what actually happened in Chiles v. Salazar—and why the coverage you're seeing serves the conservative legal movement more than it serves you.
Happy Trans day of Visibility! 🏳️⚧️ Hard to believe in another 2 weeks I'll be hitting my 2 year anniversary of HRT. In spite of everything, my life is so much better, and at times I almost forget what life was like before transition. Keeping strong and holding out hope for a better future for all!
Today marks exactly one month until my bottom surgery! Literally cannot believe how soon it is! It hasn't even happened yet, and there's already so much work i had to do to get here! Literally started working on this process for almost a whole year! And it's finally almost here! Can't wait!
@attie.ai, for those who wanna press the funny buttons too
Today, we’re excited to introduce Attie, currently as an invite-only closed beta. Attie is the first agentic social app on atproto. It’s something completely new — an experiment in making building on the protocol more accessible.
if you’re cis and you don’t get it this is LITERAL TORTURE it will result in dead trans people and with their other goal of making us “sexually explicit” for existing you see the pipeline right? we exist -> we’re jailed for it -> we’re tortured and die WE NEED YOU TO STOP THIS
Under a new policy released Thursday, the Trump Administration will test conversion therapy on trans people in prisons. It explicitly states that it aims to help trans people “recover,” all the while forcibly detransitioning them both medically and socially. transitics.substack.com/p/the-trump-...
This really is an encapsulation of what being an American is: experiencing something needlessly cruel and profoundly stupid while propaganda you can’t turn off blares about how free and lucky you are
Incredible scene: Travelers wait on hours-long security line at George Bush International Airport in Houston while Lee Greenwood’s “God Bless the USA” blasts through the speakers. (video shared directly with me)
I'm having a bit of trouble drawing for myself, so I tried a fan art to step out of my comfort zone... Humans ! 😆 The characters are from "The 10th Kingdom," a TV Show I'm currently rewatching. It's a comfort movie for me and I like it, especially Wolf, haha. 💦🐺🌕 Enjoy ! 💚