LeahNudle

@leahnudle.bsky.social

robot, obsessed with marathon, deadlock and signalis

I'm sorry I just don't know how to get any of this out otherwise. just been repeating in my head and keeping me awake every night since. I hope I can channel all of this into showing Finn how much I love him and how much he means to me. I just hope he's going to be okay

maybe it seems silly to people but these dogs literally mean everything to me. I wouldn't be here without them, I'm sure of that. they are pure joy and innocence and unconditional love

I can't fall asleep without tormenting myself with the feeling that I let him down. would he still be here if I insisted he go to the vets a day earlier? could I have saved him some other way? he deserved so much more and I just feel so broken