I like that Forgotten Island is just like, yeah, here's a bunch of gratuitous shots of Raww's round belly. Also here's Raww hyper muscled and veiny. Now here he is flexing and bursting out of his vest. Also Raww's gonna talk about his bunghole and nards. We made him hot on purpose. All planned.

Resident Evil. Fuck off with this shit! Why is this getting so much praise? It's a reskinned script that barely tried to plug in RE related things. It's FINE as a generic monster movie up to a point, but RE this is not. Why is everyone a goddamn idiot in the movie? This is Halloween Kills level of-

"Bwong" noise, sloshing noise during the patting, loving strokes, very round. Nice.

"Can't win for losing" seems to be my existence. Related but unrelated to things right now. It's this stress pressure in my chest. Things going wrong, attempts at righting things going wrong. Any direction taken is the wrong one.

I've gotten some help, really if I could just get another $100 I'd be where I think I need to be fighting rent and the Firestone charges. Of course, I recognize the insanity of asking for "another hundred." Still, happy to pay it back as soon as I can, if anyone wants to set that up.

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Alternatively, begging for money for a third time: ko-fi.com/starfig

Okay, so here's where I'm at: Is anyone willing to loan me $510 so I can cover the 1st of Sept's rent? That would let me pay the Firestone payments, though I'd still be negative $160 after. I would have to pay back the 510 in chunks, soonest I'd get paid after the 2nd (which is gone) is the 9th.

I had a lot of help and paid a lot of the debt, but after paying I ran out of funds to go through the rest of the month. I still got a lot on the queue and I can't really squeeze too many slots in between the queue to gather funds so if you're in a position to help this tired wolf I'd appreciate it

Mark Wulfgar@markwulfgar.bsky.social · 2mo ago

Been avoiding to keep posting about the Kofi link Cuz I know some of you dislike it but things have gotten a lot worse and I can't dig myself back up without your help. So if you're in a position to help, please consider getting me a coffee. ko-fi.com/markwulfgar/...

Thank God one charge didn't go through, no overdrafts. I'm still fucked, but I didn't need more. Currently -$140 at the bank, need to do something about this immediately or I will overdraft. $396 for Aug's 2nd rent payment due 31st $506.97 Sept 1st rent payment due by the 3rd

I might have messed up big time trying to juggle all the money shit. I can't pay rent at all for certain, that was the problem this morning, but depending on how things happen tomorrow, I may've just overdrafted myself into oblivion. No sleep for me tonight, wee.

I am loathe to ask for help already again, but I very much do want her ashes. So I have to pay for that as well as the Vet visit. If you're able to help, that's wonderful, if not, that's okay too. ko-fi.com/mrscottybear

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Remember when I said my life was a "ridiculous circular stupid mess?" Well someone quit at my job again, so it's right back to longer routes, and in this killer heat no less. Real awesome. I have no idea how to get out of this job. Again the world crumbling to shit seems to just be trapping me.

I saw a furry couple checking out at Petco this evening. I know they were furries cause one had a tail, wolf (I think) mask, and kind of a onsie/suit on for the body. I of course wondered if they were just buying something for themselves.

Just posting this to prove I wasn't making things up about having car issues immediately after the brakes, my life really is just a ridiculous circular stupid mess. I have one more check this month after tomorrow, so...fucking, I'm in for a ride I guess.

Like this is the bullshit that is my life. I get some help, or I ALMOST get to a point where I could start saving up or be leveled out to handle bills in a timely manner. And then shit just fucks me over and over and over. And then I'm sunk. And it never stops. And things never really get better.

The car fix is apparently a new starter, and because of where it's located the work to fix it bumps the cost up. So I have to drop another $822 on the car to get it fixed. I haven't really thought about how I'm going to cover that. I get paid Wednesday so that'll be gone entirely.

Do I just give up on this fucking car? I don't know what to do. I have to see what they quote me tomorrow, but I feel like I'm just turbo fucked after everything. I don't know how the fuck I'm going to find another car.

All I could get out of the guy today was that it might be a "timing issue" or something "more sinister" with the car. I have a feeling I'm about to be carless for good.

Well these are still open and I'm very likely gonna need them filled soon.

Yo, it's D! (Feb Commissions Open!)@paranormalpizzaboy.bsky.social · 2mo ago

So I’ve been lowkey on fire so I think it’s safe to take on some more paintings! I’m trying to improve them across the board without making everything limited to a pose or such, as well as speed at which they can come out. 250$, 3 slots! Here's a random assortment of things old and new!

Car's back at Firestone. I shit you not. I made the mistake of taking it to get gas and was going to go to walmart for a couple groceries and it wouldn't start. Panic joined triple A and had to get it towed. I'm fucking cursed. I just wait for the call to see how fucked I am again.

Zootopia 3 teaser clip. "Macro" Clawhauser, bird foot.

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All of this, plus the rent stuff, plus the world falling apart, I really don't know what I'm going to do. I'm fighting a tide that's against me.

If you believe that "everyone gets one" then I've burned that up at least fifteen times over at this point. I do greatly appreciate the help on the Gofundme, and I do recognize that I'm very undeserving of that help. Thank you. It saved my ass big time. I don't know how else I could've handled that.

I do want to say thank you for the help/retweets. I am ashamed all this happened right after I was trying to make rent, and I'm ashamed to ask for help on something like this in general. These big expenses frighten me & I don't feel good about it at all. I want to be able to take care of myself.

Begging for money again $1,079, that's how much the car fix hit me for. I had to do a financing service thing to make the payment. That has bought me a little time, that was still a $220 drop that will put me in the negative. I started a Gofundme for lack of any better ideas: gofund.me/c7d193a0b

Life making sure I know I'm perma-screwed. This fell off the car...pretty sure it's part of one of the brakes? They've been needing to be replaced and it's getting pretty grindy sounding, but I haven't had the money to fix anything. Welp.

I got what I needed, thank you for the help and retweets and all that. I'm just tired of this circular bullshit though. I'm tired of this job, I'm tired of life. I'm just violently angry lately. Feels like a slow collapse to everything and I'm going nowhere real fast.

I've got to overdraft to pay the rest of July's rent tomorrow. I will not be able to pay the first of August's rent at all because of that. They also just raised my rent. I need to set something up with someone to where I can borrow a bit over $520 just so I can overdraft again to pay rent.