Disturbed an underground wasp nest at day job lol. Got stung on my face and head a bunch. I hate this
It's me, Syd
@adabear-art.bsky.social
syd conklin. (she/he) 32. mean tmasc lesbian, dog nerd, maker of Mush Crush. @adabear or @adabear_art everywhere. out of office weds/thurs. Commissions OPEN
Lounging naked w/ a fuckbuddy who I truly like as a person (platonically, extremely platonically) and chatting about our lives is so nice but Christ i wanna be in love ough
christ im so fucking sad lmao (i'm not in danger, just. minecraft steve taking damage noise)
looking up reference photos of bodybuilders wearing tailored suits. lol.
the youngest daughter of Teeth-in-Pomegranate
It's me, Syd@adabear-art.bsky.social · 2y agopostulant of lamashtu
If you're backyard is close to water, consider building a frog sauna to help treat chytrid!
so done with people talking to me like a dog they're coaxing out of a storm drain
I threw a party for the first time in my LIFE and everyone who came had FUN and I got lots of comments on the food and YAY!!!! (None of them knew this was my (early) birthday party but it was and im so so so happy it went well)
I thought Eyes Wide Shut was going to be some clockwork orange shit but so far it’s just…. Hetslop……
i want to start hosting adventure walks at my day job on sundays (day off).... how does one even start doing something like that. it feels like you'd need insurance
Tryna to explain to someone that dating a person who sexually harassed their friend until they had a breakdown and couldn’t work for months, even if you didn’t know that that had happened when you first started dating, could cause irreversible damage to your friendships (because you know NOW, bitch)
avg queer learning m many tmasc lesbians *like* being women AND masculine
Made the classic “What I want in my next gf” list: -wants to see me more than once a week -texts back on lunch/bathroom breaks -proactively shares feelings -approaches conflicts like a problem we’re solving -has their own social life -wants to share their interests/genuine curiosity about mine
tw kog spoilers i'm gonna kiss her on her stupid fucking m outh
*finally* feel like I'm fully transitioned into being angry and exhausted by Hog, no yearning present. thank fucking christ
Got all the way thru recovery group!! Granted I started to dissociate at the halfway point but I did technically stay on the call for the entire hour and a half
was thinking about how Hedgie knows my first suicide attempt occurred after losing, then being stalked by my college social circle due to a break-up, and have ceased to feel like I'm an asshole for *checks notes* refusing to give up my social circle bc i have flashbacks when Hedgie is around
Tw weight loss Christ lmfao I have lost *55* fucking pounds since this time last year and it is almost entirely due to stress and my adhd meds. Trying to force myself to eat when I don’t want to but then I feel fucking sick all day
They sell all the Heeler family as beanie babies at the corner store by myself and I have been staring them down for literal years… today I was the right combination of sad and carefree to finally invest in chili
Any fellow ADHDers have tips for dealing with/moving thru/recover from meltdowns? I'm wondering if a consistent interpersonal issue I've had might be a form of meltdown 💀 Maybe if I adjust the ways I try to cope with it, it'll get better???
Put off going to day job by an hour bc it’s raining and all my tasks for the day require it to be Not Raining and holy shit i don’t wanna go to work graahhhhh
Lmfao holy shit. I took a date to dyke night and the absolute instant I left her alone, Ex’s new girlfriend approached her to chat. What the fuck. What is your problem
Nightmare about being choked in the middle of the street by my ex woke my ass up lmfao how is everyone else