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It's me, Syd

@adabear-art.bsky.social

syd conklin. (she/he) 32. mean tmasc lesbian, dog nerd, maker of Mush Crush. @adabear or @adabear_art everywhere. out of office weds/thurs. Commissions OPEN

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It's me, Syd @adabear-art.bsky.social · last yr.

black leather queen. A fullbody for @toroid.bsky.social !

A newfoundland furry seated against a white background, doing one of those high fashion poses that make her look hot as fuck but is probably uncomfortable. She's dressed in a leather jacket, leather pants, strappy black high heels, an open plaid shirt tied to reveal her belly and breasts, and a simple black satin bra. She appears stoic, looking at the viewer with half-lidded eyes. Her hair is loose and thick and wavy around her shoulders.

It's me, Syd @adabear-art.bsky.social · 2d ago

spent all fucking day in a miasma cloud of hate and then my friend walked with me to the park to eat fresh figs off the trees and sit in the sun never kill yourself

ted!@corantus.bsky.social · 2d ago

tldr i got served an eviction notice this morning & my bank account is in the negatives right now. the past 2 months have been a nightmare and my situation just keeps going from bad to worse (more in-depth explanation in the 3rd pic) ko-fi.com/corantus/

It's me, Syd @adabear-art.bsky.social · 3d ago

Adventures with the best buddy 🐾💕A sketchpage for @zho.bsky.social 💕

A page of drawings of a furry couple and their pet german shepherd. The furries are a lioness and a kangaroo, both with long dark hair and slim, athletic builds. The lioness has purple bangs and rich golden fur, while the roo's hair is brown and his fur a sandy pale yellow. The shepherd, Kai, has the classic black saddle, a dark face, and a greying muzzle.
1) The lioness and Kai play with a kong toy together in a pair of moment to moment poses. In the first, they play bark and growl at each other noisily, while the roo looks tired in the back, clutching a book. In the second pose we get a closer look at Kai and his mom, still growling and playing tug.
2) Kai walks calmly along the beach, right at the edge of the water, carrying a long piece of driftwood.
3) Roo relaxes on the couch under a blanket, reading something on his tablet. Kai sleeps nearby, head resting on Roo's shins.
4) A stylized vignette of the trio on a hike together. Kai happily forges ahead toward the viewer.
5) A wide horizontal scene takes up the bottom of the page. Kai, leash flapping freely behind him, chases a harried looking wallaby. Behind him, his owners are trying to catch him, calling his name futilely. Text: "Kai!" "KAI!"

It's me, Syd @adabear-art.bsky.social · 3d ago

Depression is weird. ive been working really hard to take care of myself bc I know giving in to my instincts right now will make it worse so I’ll be like. Mostly fine and then spend 2am to 4am lying awake trapped in the torment nexus every fucking night

It's me, Syd@adabear-art.bsky.social · 3d ago

im sooooooo normal

It's me, Syd @adabear-art.bsky.social · 3d ago

im sooooooo normal

It's me, Syd @adabear-art.bsky.social · 4d ago

This is what it’s like when you have beef w/ ppl in a small queer community but you don’t wanna stop going to events

Haus of Decline@hausofdecline.bsky.social · 4d ago

A Soccer Ball, basketball, and baseball angrily exclude an American Football. The soccer ball says "get the hell outta here American Football... you're not even a sphere." American football sits dejected on the side of the road. A hockey puck comes up to him and says "don't worry football. we can be friends." American football says "sorry hockey puck, but I fucking hate you."

Col. Will Porter @dinosaursheriff.bsky.social · 4d ago

casualties of language

It's me, Syd @adabear-art.bsky.social · 4d ago

I continue to be so good at being normal

It's me, Syd@adabear-art.bsky.social · 2w ago

SOOOOOO norMAL

It's me, Syd @adabear-art.bsky.social · 4d ago

I think the end is in sight with the house shit with Dad 😭 Two bankers now have told him he'd have to take out a second mortgage on his home if he wants to also keep my house. There's no way that's gonna happen

It's me, Syd @adabear-art.bsky.social · last yr.

the way i need this bull dyke. A ref sheet for @otterfangs.bsky.social!

It's me, Syd @adabear-art.bsky.social · 5d ago

Im funny

It's me, Syd@adabear-art.bsky.social · 10mo ago

Bitches be screaming for huge mommy milkers then cry about it when the titties point downwards to feed them better

It's me, Syd @adabear-art.bsky.social · 7d ago

After the last incident ive been tracking it more closely… Wells Fargo has 100% been rearranging my charges to put me in the negative as much as possible. Im going insane

It's me, Syd @adabear-art.bsky.social · last wk.

Been months since I got a haircut bc that money needs to go other places, and it apparently looks so bad a friend has asked to cut it for me a day after hanging out

It's me, Syd @adabear-art.bsky.social · last wk.

Eggs eggs eggs eggs

beetle moses @beetlemoses.bsky.social · last wk.

Three panel comic. Panel 1: two friends are playing cards. There is a birdcage hanging behind them, just peaking out of frame. Friend 1 asks, “does your bird talk?” To which friend 2 replies, “Please… don’t.” Panel 2: friend 2 continues, head in hand, “he’s on this alpha male influencer thing right now.” Behind him, the bird - posed and wearing sunglasses and a leather jacket - is leaning forward on a tiny easy chair in his enclosure. Panel 3: with his hands clasped, easing back into his chair, the bird says, “stops eating seeds. Focus on your net worth.”

It's me, Syd @adabear-art.bsky.social · last wk.

choosing to be wholly unhelpful while my psychiatrist struggles for multiple minutes to ask me if I'm still masking bc i'm a germaphobe w/o actually calling me a germaphobe

It's me, Syd @adabear-art.bsky.social · last wk.

Day job lets you leave notes if you clock in/out at an unexpected time. Some of my highlights: -got distracted by turtle -looking up bird on iNaturalist -helping guest weigh a catfish -hazing cat

It's me, Syd @adabear-art.bsky.social · last wk.

Goddamn dawg I??? I emailed my general practitioner this morning asking if we could talk about DHT blockers (idk if my hair even actually is thinning but I feel like it is so I wanted to ask) and the only answer I got was a call from my pharmacy about my finasteride prescription being ready lmfao

It's me, Syd @adabear-art.bsky.social · last wk.

During 2020 lockdowns, Jack and I would walk for /hours/ in summer heat no issue, just exploring Austin. She told me for the first time today it was too hot outside and she wanted to go home 💀

It's me, Syd @adabear-art.bsky.social · 2w ago

A few weeks ago I was too impaired to drive and you can get a dui just for sleeping in your car while drunk, so I walked to the fire station and slept on their sidewalk. Just found out sleeping there is a fucking felony in my state, while driving home would’ve been a misdemeanor. Hello???

It's me, Syd @adabear-art.bsky.social · 2w ago

Me, to myself, fucking stupidly: I'm gonna draw this huge ref sheet in the style of a zine maker's workspace with lots of different paper textures and implied adhesives and also let's do some crazy poses like someone mid-rolling up their sleeves it'll look so cool" Me, drawing it:

It's me, Syd @adabear-art.bsky.social · 2w ago

tw weight loss lost 30 pounds in the year since i started T and i simply cannot lose any more. i have become too accustomed to being 200+ lbs. need my financials to improve so i can start eating 5 chicken breasts a day and get built as fuck