I want the new fire emblem but the gods made me poor weak and stupid so I have no money for fire emblem

I understand the joys of shipping your OC with canon characters all because I developed an unhealthy parasocial connection with a fictional character for the 159th time

Things clash too much in that remake for me to wanna get it tbh. I'd rather not become a nitpicky gaming youtube type because I chose to buy something that's very much not for me on the surface.

I wish Insomniac wasn't stuck in the marvel mines and got to make more games like the Ratchet and Clank ones cause even the weaker modern R&C games feel like they have a lot more love and fun put into them instead of just feeling like every other sony slop.

I was 330lbs last year before I moved. Half a year after I moved I dropped to 275lbs. today I checked and I'm 250lbs. genuinely feel happy with how things are going in that front even if I'm still far from my.goals

I like when the true ending path for a game is just unlocked by doing all of your important quests and the punishment for being a lazy ass trying to rush the experience is the bad ending.

I don't think the room'll be done by winter. we have to do a lot more u_u

I think those 8 years of being a caregiver and the death of grandpa just cutting deep really had a heavy effect on how I feel about life and how I also just. feel the need to shoulder people's burdens despite my own being too much for me

Well I'll never touch twitch again. tbh though I don't see any platform as safe anyways because shit's going to get scraped somehow and nobody can do anything about it. The internet is just hot garbage because of shit going on with heinous tech

Appreciate challenge run youtuber channels who don't just brute force until they win the challenge and post runs that they completely fail in the end

Free Riders was ass and even removing kinect controls doesn't make it a fun game but god does it have one of my favourite vocal themes in the sonic franchise. Free is such a nice song

anyways. sorry I haven't been active. Feeling very apathetic about life lately and just, don't feel like I have anything worth saying.

The king of the hill revival is fantastic (aside from them retconning the nancy, john redcorn thing in one poorly thought out scene having them 'break up' again) But the one thing I feel is that Bobby Hill's so boring and every character around him is way more entertaining and interesting

Fusing was something i found funny for ten minutes but like 75% into the game i got incredibly sick of it to the point i started losing interest in engaging with the combat entirely

Calc Becomes Her@hotcalc.bsky.social · 3mo ago

Fusing is lame, I want a cool sword not a sword coated in rust with a rock stuck to it. Cool that pretty much everyone remembers Link. Voice acting direction is still bad, maybe worse this time. A lot of the mechanics like throwing materials are clunky & not intuitive.

it doesn't feel right without dad home. the silence is starting to get to me and knowing there's going to be a week of this hurts. I hope dad's going to be okay

by the way it sounds dad won't be coming home for awhile. . . Infection in his bone that got half his foot cut off came back and there's a chance he's going to lose the rest of it

We had to call an ambulance for dad. he's delirious and on the floor and it's giving me frightening flash backs to last year with grandpa. Why does shit like this have to happen so soon again. why can't we just have one quiet year

I wish "let the speed mend it" was in Crossworld's jukebox because god it would be fuckin wonderful to race to that song

amusing though that one of the slop models is called Claude given how Clod is another word for a stupid person. makes me think

A small thought. but I like when games handle critical hits/damage in a "you figured out an enemy's weak point with the specific type of damage you're doing" a bit more than just random chance.

We need our armor to be MORE slutty, even on the MEN

Even my mom wants to see me get this rigged but man 😭 idk if I can afford that any time soon and I kinda want it badly too. . .

Sanda Major 🏳️‍⚧️@scarletexile.bsky.social · 3mo ago

have this pretty much finished as well as I'm capable of now, save for merging color and line layers (everything's cut up more or less into individual layers now too) dunno if I'll be able to get it rigged ever cause of how broke I am but I'm proud I pushed to finish this

nvm. internet just hella died

doing a mini test mute stream at www.twitch.tv/scarletexile

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have this pretty much finished as well as I'm capable of now, save for merging color and line layers (everything's cut up more or less into individual layers now too) dunno if I'll be able to get it rigged ever cause of how broke I am but I'm proud I pushed to finish this

I love ichiban kasuga so much and I wish I had a friend as half as good as him

I wish I had something of value to offer the public because I wish I could ask for funding to get electrolysis treatments to be rid of this unwanted male hair problem for my gender affirmation I don't like asking for handouts ever if I have nothing to offer. 😓

Saw someone say Sol doesn't have an install in reference to someone describing Magik's thing in Tokon as "like Sol's install" and it just really makes me realize how much I don't like how Strive changed some constants about characters

the more and more I hear about stuff the more I feel like it's impossible to just be happy and enjoy things anymore.

i deserve nothing