beckie ⋆.˚🌹

@vakarians.bsky.social

𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒆. 𝒍𝒂𝒖𝒈𝒉. 𝒍𝒆𝒐𝒏 💙 .✦ ݁˖ 🌷 audhd · hobby enthusiast · warrior of light · tifa lockhart lover · zayne girlie · cloti & zerith · cross stitcher · crocheter · achievement hunter ★ .✦ ݁˖ ☕️ current ♡s: ffxiv, resident evil, cross stitch, palia

oh man, i just read about bioware. that one hurts a lot 😔🥀 dragon age and mass effect are such important series' to me (inquisition is what actually got me back into gaming as an adult, and remains my most played PSN game at over 1k hours) and the next ME is cancelled too.. ugh, it's a sad day 💔

been working on getting the alchemist housing line in palia but i feel kinda .. underwhelmed :( maybe it's bcos i only have the base house right now and none of the other parts but it's frustrating that i can't make different size rooms

i miss dressing up astra and gposing her .. maybe i should pick it back up 🥺 but if i do i want to remember that i'm doing it for ME and not care about posting or interactions or any of those things that kill the joy

eh maybe it's time to just pause bug catching in palia again, i don't wanna get burnt out again. i'm interested in the fishing so maybe i will focus on that, or work on decorating my house finally or completing bundles

the post-hyperfixation depression is one of the worst parts of being neurodivergent for me like i feel so empty and directionless when it happens, and just desperate to find a spark again 🫩