More people should listen to anarcho-punk simply because they are correct
Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria
@melancholytheclown.bsky.social
Clowncore, kink 🔞, & mental illness 💖🍭🥹 29 | bi & genderqueer (they/it/he/she/we) | polyam | AuDHD, PTSD, DID, PCOS, endo, visually impaired w/ IIH 🦯 I'M A WRITER WHO WRITES 📚 https://ko-fi.com/melancholytheclown
You have no idea how certain I was that he was done with me My trauma trigger alarms were fucking BLARING He's just been sick. He isn't done with me at all
Chika Fujiwara's Happy Spinning Dance
Alt: Anime girl spinning around happily
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria@melancholytheclown.bsky.social · yesterdayCaught between holding onto hope and accepting that it's over
Happy #sexworkSaturday thnks for the tip😘❣️ #buttonyourface #nsfw #brownnipples
Today is the day we found out about the first person we knew to commit suicide. Please hug your friends and tell people that you love and care about them. It was junior year of high school, only 16/17 years old. I promise things can get better. Depression is real, don't treat it like a joke.
This is NOT my guy btw This guy is paralyzed (legs), a father, a trauma survivor, and only 26 I think the "Being 26" thing is the issue tbh
Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria@melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 19h agoHe said "mogs" ... I had the perfect guy for me and now there's just... ... This isn't gonna work...
“kid who is told it is so smart it can do anything it wants to” to “burnout stoner whose lifestyle is about being living porn” pipeline
You have no idea how certain I was that he was done with me My trauma trigger alarms were fucking BLARING He's just been sick. He isn't done with me at all
Chika Fujiwara's Happy Spinning Dance
Alt: Anime girl spinning around happily
static.klipy.com
Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria@melancholytheclown.bsky.social · yesterdayCaught between holding onto hope and accepting that it's over
He said "mogs" ... I had the perfect guy for me and now there's just... ... This isn't gonna work...
Hammam is a volunteer nurse in gaza, giving his all daily without pay to save lives. But now, his own family needs our help. They lost everything and are homeless, and his epileptic brother urgently needs medical treatment. Let's support them. Every donation counts: chuffed.org/project/1844...
Subhumans lyrics continue to hit
I should not have seen that quote about finding something you love and letting it kill you at such a formative time in my life, because apparently what I love is men who don't care about me
I was turned away for having ptsd
HE LOST THE USE OF HIS LEGS LAST YEAR AND THE DOCTORS STILL DON'T HAVE A DIAGNOSIS FOR HIM?!?!? 😭😭😭
Caught between holding onto hope and accepting that it's over
Donations have stopped.Why does no one care anymore?Please dont read my pain as just words on a screen—Im writing this with a shattered heart.🚨I need €400 for ground rent or we face being thrown out.Ibrahim has no food or medicine.Is no one listening to our cries?help us😭💔 chuffed.org/project/191450
In Gaza, 15-year-old Aboud suffers from epilepsy & severe, sudden seizures that are becoming more frequent without medication. His condition is worsening, but his family cannot afford his expensive treatment. He urgently needs $160 for his Keppra epilepsy treatment💔 chuffed.org/project/1844...
pink when I turn out the lights 💕 💕 💕 💕 🩷 🩷 🩷 💕 💕 🩷
Who wants to love me? Apparently I only have great chemistry with men who don't want to love me
I'm back and still as mentally ill as ever
it's my trauma and I'll normalise, fetishise, sexualise it as it suits me
Send me pretty pictures. I need a new wallpaper.
Okay. I had my early morning mental breakdown. I have therapy in a bit. I wish I hadn't said a bunch of dumb stuff, but it's too late now. He told me two days in a row he was still interested and I just ignored that and panicked. He also said he'd be really busy. Idk. Maybe it's over. Maybe not.
I don't think I'll ever hear from him again, and I'll pretend to be okay with that but this shit is wearing me out. It hurts.
Being traumatized and ruining things that you really want isn't fun or cool, actually
I just listened to Closer by NIN while dangerously high and it felt like I was having the sex