Oni

@onitensh.bsky.social

I'm just going to be sad boi hours and try to uplift people as best I can. I'm too unstable to hold it together, I have a lot of experience knowing supportive behaviors. You're all worth it, good things are worth waiting for. https://www.twitch.tv/oniii_v

I'm having such a great time. I did a poem last night, people responded very well. Then at a later event someone even got my attention to tell me they liked the poem! I'm so honored.

I love reminiscing on time with the humans I've met and got closer with this past year or so. It means so much to be to be able to look back and feel so much wholesome. Being teachable and present in the best parts of the world is great.

Not my friend telling me I have the worst blood type for me, context I'm the universal donor and apparently yoo generous for my own good.

I gave a speech for a club at work today and the props and support I received was very positive. Someone took lines I was saying to make sure that message hit the chat. People are proud of me, my communication skills are growing!

Just in case no one told you today, accepting things you're not doesn't mean accepting you're less than you are. Just because you're not something you wanted doesn't mean you're not great. You aren't a rockstar, but you're still fabulous. Never forget it.

Last night someone dressed as Michael Myers pointed at me and gave me a thumbs up. I am hoping it's because I was wearing my new "you matter" hoodie that has the message on the back about the person in front of you believes in you and the world wouldn't be the same without you. Otherwise, why?

It's a new year and a new amount of experiences too be had. But you know what? I'm still here, even in the hard times. We're all still here. Hug your friends, kiss the homies, live your healthiest best life. Remember! I believe in you.

I took a three mile walk at 1:30am ish in the morning. And now it's 6:15am. I have to get up, then i have to work till 7pm. I definitely made a choice lol

Sometimes I worry I'm not a good person, then I give random things that are semi important to me to random humans to make them feel better. Like my pokemon fidget clicker to the kid at the hospital having a bad time who was hard staring. I'll miss it sure. But they needed it more.

It's holiday season, remember chosen family is just as legitimate amd usually even better! It's okay to grieve what you don't have. But make space to remember what you made for yourself !