Check engine light just came on. You know, at this point it's just funny
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber
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She/Her 🏳️⚧️ Plural (×10) 👥 Asexual/Poly 💜 Twitch Affiliate 🌸 Fairy #ENVTuber 🌸 Disabled 🌸 Artist/Writer/Composer 🌸 Lv. 27 🌸 Taken 💖 Alt: @arualter.bsky.social On extended hiatus until my body works again.
Had probably the most emotionally intense pf2e session of my life last night. Still kinda recovering and I'm in a bit of a malaise. It was a lot, but those sessions are always my favorite.
AI slop account tried to follow me — blocked. I don't care how good anything made with AI looks or sounds. If it was made by AI it's slop
Better than I thought lol — a lot of these are on my endless watch list
Did I pass?
This is the 3rd time I've gotten sick this month 😣 this one's pretty nasty too
Kinda shifting mindsets a bit on streaming. I was hoping for a clear answer from Mayo Clinic and a clear path to recovery, but now I don't think I'll be back at 100% for years — especially considering the dental work. Here's the thing: I'm 28, and will likely be 32 by the time I get this figured out
I just found out that samus is over 6 feet tall aldkfhfhshfhfjfngkg. I'm SO GAY °///°
💜: finished my second sketchbook, that's 2 in 5 months =w= 💚: I believe that's over 1000 drawings including individual panels of comics. Pretty insane tbh 💜: MANGA not comics >n< 💚: whatever you say lol
Just did one of my best streams in a while. It was pretty short, but the first half had the same energy as our old 2020-2023 content. Might've been able to keep it up longer if our younger alters didn't use all the body's energy running around the house earlier 😭
*opens fridge literally full of food* There's nothing to eat
Woah, just slept for over 12 hours... I guess I needed it 🤷♀️
Shocked, scared, and kind of excited all at once. A lot of things would make a lot more sense. She would also make use of our body's full abilities while she could... Also, very much a "you're still alive?!" moment
Would 20 y/o you be impressed or disappointed by you today?
Sooo update: I saw a neurologist and everything seems good?! I don't have POTS or other apparent Dysautonomia, and my MRIs don't show any signs of increased pressure. With all that ruled out, Fibromyalgia looks very likely. Also, need to get a GI workup as well.
I have two kinds of posts: [Insert horrifying life event here] Or "Akdkekammffkfkkks g-girls kissiiiiiing >////<"
Dysphoria is really kicking my ass lately. Send cute OC pics and I might draw them to take my mind off of it
I'm ok, sorry about my last post. Just been dealing with renewed dysphoria after trying more revealing clothing for the first time to cope with the heat. It sucks, but I'm feeling a bit better now — can't be hurt by what you can't see
Practicing art with a pen is genuinely very helpful. While being able to erase is nice, getting it right the first time cuts down on time a LOT
Catching up with family while going through a rough patch is kinda awkward ngl. It's like "what have you been up to lately" and the answer is doctors appointments, putting out fires, and being stuck in bed all the time. Meanwhile, everyone else is talking about their jobs and success.
Sooo, about not posting until I had some good news... I managed to get a dentist appointment today and they did a very thorough look through my mouth. I have 9 cavities, and they're gonna put me under and treat them all at once in a few months. I'm really happy 💖 it's not as bad as I thought!
Hiii, I'm still alive. Still searching for a dentist that can handle my weird tooth anatomy and takes state insurance 😔 I'm not in that much pain anymore though, so that's good Might do a stream while I'm back at home, but I'm going back to Mayo Clinic for more tests and visiting family on the 10th
Root canal didn't go well. They couldn't get it numb and my tooth anatomy was too complicated. They removed most of the nerve so it shouldn't hurt as much, but I'll need to be seen again in 2 weeks to finish it. I've got hella dietary restrictions again 😣 This shit feels hopeless
I FINALLY GOT A ROOT CANAL APPOINTMENT! Hopefully this one goes well
Leaving for Mayo clinic today, but it looks like I'm getting a really bad cold at the same time on TOP of the tooth infection. The timing is ridiculous at this point...
Swordtember should go a little better now that I draw every day
Sorry for the vent art, my painkillers kicked in and I'm feeling a bit better.
I can't even think straight or keep my hand still, but making this helped somehow. anyone who has had dental pain will understand. CW: Blood, Pain