Feeling really nostalgic for the 2020-2024 era :c things were really hard, but we had so much more hope for the future and things were really trending up. And then the world fell off a cliff at the end of 2024 *Acknowledgement that this is just how I feel and does not fully reflect reality
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Me and my partner re-watched the Pokemon Heroes movie last night and holy shit, Annie and Oakley were a queer/lesbian awakening for both of us when we first watched it forever ago 😭
It's very odd being in a body that's almost 30 and having an average alter age of 18. There's a kind of dysphoria there for a few of us — though disability is the main contributor; our body is falling apart much faster than it should at 28.
A while ago I got told my art is "so good it looks like AI"... We're so cooked 😔
💜: THERE'S SO MANY YURI ANIME COMING OUT IM SO HAPPY AKALJRJWJFJRJSJF ,=w=,
Finally watched the #TADC finale 😭 it wasn't what I expected, but I still loved it. It gave me a lot to think about Also, I got Raising Cane's while watching it because I had the joke theory that they were going to Raise Caine from the dead... Why does this ALWAYS happen 😭 #TADCSpoilers
The entirety of Black Cat Ester Chapter 3 is now on my site! Check it out if you get the chance! #webcomic #indiecomic #comicfury #fantasy #queercomic #ocsky #SorryThisIsNotActuallyAboutBoxing blackcatester.thecomicseries.com/archive/chap...
Foundry server went down due to insufficient funds — if anyone wants a heavily-discounted $5 half-body commission... This is very much not an emergency lol
Minnesota politics post: I'm very sad about what the smear campaign did to Tim Walz — Klobuchar is such a downgrade. I don't feel that she will fight for queer people's rights as much as Walz, and she's more friendly to data centers. I wish Flanagan could be governor, but we need her in the senate.
Got an MRI of my spine and a few other tests tomorrow. I'm scared, but hopefully they can actually find out what's causing this and fix it? Or at least prevent it from getting worse. For reassurance, my brain MRI was very healthy.
If my health actually rebounds for a bit, I'm probably gonna use that energy to try and push really hard for commissions while I can. If my partner doesn't get offered overtime next month, we're gonna have to close that financial gap. Hopefully we can do some streaming too.
Don't want to jinx it, but I think my health might be rebounding a bit? Even if it does rebound, this is by far the longest flare up I've had, and it's still very concerning. If I get lucky enough though, I might actually have my life back for a bit. Sadly doctors still don't know what it is...
I swear I wake up almost every day to an extreme heat warning. At what point is this just normal weather in this hell we created for ourselves
💜: Hiii I'm doing my own commissions too :3 I'm REALLY fast, so I can have it done in a day usually =w= 💚: Helping her out with pricing here: A sketch is $15, Inked is an extra $10, and a comic starts at $15/panel 💜: It's a manga not a comic =n= also any Yuri is $5 off because i love yuriiiii
Pushed through a ton of migraine pain to cook, all to give myself food poisoning 😭
Woke up and most of the hives are gone. That was hell. Guess I gotta switch antibiotics 😣 Kinda afraid to put anything in my body rn
Apparently I'm allergic to amoxicillin now. Broke out in hives and my entire body is red. Had an ambulance check me out and it's not life threatening, just really fucking scary. First full allergic reaction I've had to anything
Apparently I'm allergic to amoxicillin now. Broke out in hives and my entire body is red. Had an ambulance check me out and it's not life threatening, just really fucking scary. First full allergic reaction I've had to anything
💜: does anyone want me to draw their OCs? You don't have to draw mine back, but if you want to... here's a bunch of them below =w= 💚: She's not like me and will actually get it done lol — she's super fast and can draw almost anything SFW (she's a 14 year old alter, so keep that in mind)
Been having the funs trying out pathfinder 2e with the wonderful goobers @pixiechainsaw.bsky.social @arukanavt.com @telkei2.bsky.social @cassadilla.bsky.social @mrpopoison.bsky.social
I finally have an air conditioner! Maybe art fight is on the table after all... 🤔
Sorry about doomer posting earlier — it was unproductive and irresponsible. We will try to do better in the future.
Alas, I don't think I have art fight in me this year. Might join the tail end of it if my health gets better and I can get an ac unit in my room
We're gonna do a cookout tomorrow but my stomach is messed up from pain medication, so I'll be cooking for everyone else but I can't have anything 😭 Honestly it's not that bad, making food for other people makes me happier than cooking for myself.
💜: We went to the library and got Yuri manga =///= I was worried I wouldn't be able to find any but the first page I opened had girls kissing and I almost squee'd in the quiet library >///<
💜: I THOUGHT JUNE HAD 31 DAYS I HAD TO DRAW THIS REAL QUICK >.< Happy pride everyone! I drew a bunch of my OCs kissing =w= I have a bunch of Yuri manga shorts but I'm gonna wait until I have my own account to post those :3 💚: I'm gonna wait on my pride pic, since I don't draw as fast as her
Finally found something that reliably knocks out my migraines 100% of the time, but it's hell on my stomach and unsafe for me to take until I get that looked at 😔 I swear the only meds that actually work come with some sort of deal breaker side effect
I'm such a useless lesbian 😭 the sheer amount of times I talk with a stranger who's a pretty girl and constantly stumble over my words and then proceed to overanalyze the social interaction for like 5 hours