Jiminsi 🥩

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NSFW 20+ ✦ angst, whump, horror, found family enthusiast ✦ self indulgent, made with love ✦ Multifandom ✦ FUB free ✦ Do not like? Do not interact~☆ (੭ˊᵕˋ)੭ https://jiminsi-arts.carrd.co

I'll post my twt works here soon... I've just been too busy trying to survive sdfjksh I resigned from my job!! I'm rendering my final weeks. I was constantly working 10-12 hours shifts my health couldn't keep up hahaha

someone got shot right in front of me + i dropped my phone while running away and now it's stolen, and now i cant sleep bc the incident is burned in my head + im stressed abt all the things i cant access like my banks + the requirements i need to do to get my number back and block my stolen phone

i didn't think i could feel so homesick for a workplace... the guy left but I'm still crying about it </3 im so sorry, there's just something broken about me that makes it difficult to bounce back from stuff like this. I wish I could not feel so strongly about it anymore...

I feel like I got too used to working really well with people bc of the years of relationship I've built with them. Now that I'm working with people who are indifferent, feel no affection for me, or just don't know me... it's a little sad ahejdnsn

I have fragile self esteem and confidence about a lot of things except my politness. That's BAKED in me. You literally can't tell me im being too high and mighty im submissive af i had to unlearn being a doormat for years

feeling very "im too weak to survive in this world" right now. like people are looking at me and going "cringe" or "skill issue" because I can't get over someone saying a couple of mean things to me. I can't regulate my emotions and I keep crying on and off over and over again

i think bc of whats been happening in my job, my emotions are all wack and all over the place. like right now I have this urge to cry even though nothing is really happening. I'm embarrassed that I've cried in front of two coworkers now bc I can't control myself.

I feel like crying so bad but im in the middle of hosting a session. I barely understand whats going on. I hope when i talk my voice wont wobble when i have to close it. Im having such a bad time at work it's insane

This job makes me feel so stupid and weak. Like the things i thought were fine arent... and the things i know are wrong are practiced here. Ive cried so much this week and it's only my second week here.