I am way too tired to upload anything thats tomorrow me’s to do zzzzz
Jiminsi 🥩
@jiminsi-arts.bsky.social
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Im gonna upload my trip’s pics here dont mind me. Discord file size limit sucks ass and I wanna show my friends the sickass sea creatures Ive found
Need more free time and will so i can be self sufficient in whatever fandom im in shejdjs i dont want to be crippled by my fandom’s few artists deleting their things AUAUAUGGGHHHH
Got bruises on my knees for sitting under the waterfalls for too long this is so lame
A bunch of people started following me here did something happen on twitter lol
I forgot to greet here but MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYWAAAAN 🥰
it's a low tide and I want to walk all the way to the edge near the breakwater but it's hot af... i wish the tide would get lower in the afternoon instead
after sleeping so much in my mom's house, I feel like my creative juices got recharged too lol might turn this into a painting. i love kim iwol :')
Heard a first yesterday: someone getting concerned that I mightve lost too much weight and if Im still eating enough
I'll post my twt works here soon... I've just been too busy trying to survive sdfjksh I resigned from my job!! I'm rendering my final weeks. I was constantly working 10-12 hours shifts my health couldn't keep up hahaha
update: i got my mom's spare phone and my documents notarized 💪 this weekend I should be able to get my number back
someone got shot right in front of me + i dropped my phone while running away and now it's stolen, and now i cant sleep bc the incident is burned in my head + im stressed abt all the things i cant access like my banks + the requirements i need to do to get my number back and block my stolen phone
I've been too insanely busy dealing with one misfortune after the other newest one: My CSP can't save anything and keeps crashing
Immortalizing this AKSJDHA S-CLASS NOVEL ARTIST LIKED MY STUFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
someone got shot right in front of me + i dropped my phone while running away and now it's stolen, and now i cant sleep bc the incident is burned in my head + im stressed abt all the things i cant access like my banks + the requirements i need to do to get my number back and block my stolen phone
i didn't think i could feel so homesick for a workplace... the guy left but I'm still crying about it </3 im so sorry, there's just something broken about me that makes it difficult to bounce back from stuff like this. I wish I could not feel so strongly about it anymore...
I feel like I got too used to working really well with people bc of the years of relationship I've built with them. Now that I'm working with people who are indifferent, feel no affection for me, or just don't know me... it's a little sad ahejdnsn
I have fragile self esteem and confidence about a lot of things except my politness. That's BAKED in me. You literally can't tell me im being too high and mighty im submissive af i had to unlearn being a doormat for years
i ended up documenting my work misery here so far, that's sad KSJDHAJ Im determined to draw today so I've been drawing these three through tears LMAO we never stop brainrotting actually
feeling very "im too weak to survive in this world" right now. like people are looking at me and going "cringe" or "skill issue" because I can't get over someone saying a couple of mean things to me. I can't regulate my emotions and I keep crying on and off over and over again
i think bc of whats been happening in my job, my emotions are all wack and all over the place. like right now I have this urge to cry even though nothing is really happening. I'm embarrassed that I've cried in front of two coworkers now bc I can't control myself.
I feel like crying so bad but im in the middle of hosting a session. I barely understand whats going on. I hope when i talk my voice wont wobble when i have to close it. Im having such a bad time at work it's insane
This job makes me feel so stupid and weak. Like the things i thought were fine arent... and the things i know are wrong are practiced here. Ive cried so much this week and it's only my second week here.
Im a little scared because the guy is genuinely picking a fight now and idk what to do. Theyre so aggressive 🥹 how can people work in these conditions 😭
im so worked up right now. i saw a message and then got worked up. but i did breathing exercises and i feel more or less normal LOL time for me to go back to drawing for fun!
i looked at myself in the mirror and yeesh... my eyes are dark and swollen asdkjhfjasd