Just doodlin' my ass and trying new things...

Today's little doodle~ a punky fox boi uwu Damn I love furries... XD

Sometimes I think my paws are pretty irl. ☺️

Just doodling some bigness. Might finish this one later~

Having one of those days where I'm both amazed and proud of the fantastic art that comes from our community, but also feeling so incredibly sub-par with my own work. Scrolling through my feed like... Wow that's beautiful! Ooh that one is hot af! Incredible! ...I sure wish I could draw like that.

Hoodie Fennec. ~ just playing around today and kinda like how this one turned out.

Into the thicc of it!

So, @marblewonder.bsky.social and I are having a bit of a time with the move. Getting rent, utilities, meds, and all the various things for living that we need as first time renters took more than we thought. The fund is here, any help is appreciated, even just reposts n.n gofund.me/3d5265f7e

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I just want to be happy, draw silly/sexy things for fun, and be able to help my friends again. Like is it too much to ask to just be stable? Mentally, emotionally, financially, physically... Come on universe, I'm so tired of the depression, anxiety, stress, health issues and uncertainty. Heck.

Stuck in a limbo between needing to open commissions because I'm in a bad financial situation (car needs service) and not opening commissions because my mental health isn't well enough to do so. Fuck, idk... x_x;

More... I need more. Can't you tell I'm not full yet?

Little WIP of something I've been doodling. Whatever it is I'm filled with I certainly seem to want more... :3

Curious what I've been up to? This. Major depression + an injured foot = laying around in bed all day every day, unable to walk at all, which only fuels the depression even more. At least I've got the power of ACNH and anime on my side to keep me company, and I work from home anyway. BWUH...

Sharing a poem I wrote a few years ago again, enjoy... ❤️ I am a balloon, inflated and round; to my friends, I am bound. The winds are strong, and I worry I'll deflate, yet you carry me along, in my bouncy, air-filled state. 🎈 - BT

Happy Helium Day! (and Airborne August at the same time!) It seems my friends have been left speechless at my curious choices... I hope this wasn't a mistake! Welp, too late now I guess.

"Hi friend. To be honest, I'm not okay, and could really do with someone to talk to right now. I really don't want to be a burden though, I'm just having dark thoughts and I'm a bit scared that I might do something irreversible. I'm sorry if I'm a bother." [delete delete delete ...] "Hi friend."

Welp, it's my IRL level-up day... I've made it another year. 🎈🎂 Goodness I'm getting up there in levels now... 😅

Well, I'm back from my grandmother's funeral, and I'm happy to report that it mostly went really well and my family was very accepting of me - I was only deadnamed once (on purpose and rudely, unfortunately). Thank you again to everyone who helped me get there, really... thank you so much. 💜

Just wanted to say thank you friends for helping me. To those who donated to help me make it to my grandma's funeral, it seriously means a lot to me. Thank you so much. 💕 Hopefully once I'm past this emotional time I'll be back on my art game again.

I'd like to attend my grandmother's funeral and see my family again, but I'm having a hard time making ends meet and I'm not sure I'll be able to afford the travel otherwise. Sadly I'm probably posting this a bit late, as I only have until the 30th. 😢 ko-fi.com/balloontoes/...

Support Zoe "Balloon Toes"

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Okay.... but what if MMA fighter instead of pudgy inflatable fennec...? XD

Just a silly little WIP idk...

Hi cuties~ apologies for the more serious post... I could just really use some feedback right about now. Simply put: do I attend my grandmother's funeral where I know that my unsupportive family will purposefully deadname and misgender me? I feel like if I don't go I'm just hiding who I am. IDK 😔

Reposting this cause in a pool toy mood. Maybe I'll turn you into an overinflated pool toy too!

Zoë "BT"@balloontoes.bsky.social · 8mo ago

Be sure to overinflate your Zoe pooltoy! Or are you not supposed to... I can't remember. Oh well.

Thank you, Anthrocon, for a wonderful time spent with old and new friends alike. The memories made this weekend will be cherished forever. 💜

Welp, that should be about it for the next 5 days. Yippee! See you soon fellow AC-goers! 💜

Leaving for Anthrocon tomorrow and the travel anxiety is starting to take over, bwuh. But still very much excited! I can't wait to reconnect with old friends and meet new friends! You'll probably find me at all the usual things... Fat/inflation/size meets and panels, macro/micro meets, etc. 💜

Oh deer... what have I done...

Really feeling like drawing some thicc macro ass... but who's should it be? 🤔

Doodling instead of working this morning and thought I'd share this random scrappy sketch. Whatever situation I seem to be in is left open for interpretation lol. What am I full of? What am I reaching for? Hmmm...