Zensational

@zensational.bsky.social

Au Ice dragon 28 🔞 minors DNI NB Autistic

In all my years of chronic migraines I've heard the term "cluster headaches" many times but never in asking had it properly explaned what they are. I come to find today they're also called "suicide headaches" and are regarded as the most pain a human is capable of experiencing even over childbirth

L - is for the way you look at me. (tism eyes) O - is for the only one I see. (you're way too close) V - is very very Extraordinary. (some prefer "special") E - is for EMD E-units were a line of passenger train streamliner diesel locomotives built by the General Motors Electro...

It's so simple. If you see a bowl of candy that says "take one" and you take more than one, it doesn't matter your justification, you took more. You're bad. "I took one for me and one for a friend" is that friend here? No? Then they don't get to take one. You're here, you take one. That's it.

I miss when I drank alcohol more. No this isn't "oh you're an alcoholic" no I miss the faded anxiety, the lowered social pressure the simplified thoughts, easier to laugh easier to enjoy harder to frustrate. I miss having a reason for the headache. A reason for the sick. A reason for the pain.

Sometimes it's easier to just be overwhelmed completely. Flashing lights, bright colours, cock, ass, and every wet, warm, drop of lewdness that can be squeezed out of your addicted mind... Until it's completely empty~ ❤️

People are so often so ready to jump the gun and claim that someone did something horrible but the moment someone says hang on, you're acting on hearsay and obvious lies they get mad, defensive, and push it on the defender to prove it wrong. Especially in an age of AI bullshit how is this happening

Getting sick because you did dumb shit knowing it was dumb shit and now you're feeling like your sinuses are full of cotton and your brain has been microwaved and you're ready to cough up a lung just because of one tiny dumb shit move is the kind of bullshit that makes life so fucking difficult

If you run a site (like this) and you make a NEW setting and make it ON BY DEFAULT but can turn it off I'm ok with tthis, I stll hate it especially if it's some opt in ai bullshit but whatever. But if you tweak/change how a setting works and switch it away from my previous setting, 100year dungeon

You know having crippling self hatred in 2026 is hilarious because I walk into every room thinking I'm the dumbest most worthless bitch that ever existed and yet EVERY DAMN DAY I'M PROVEN WRONG I am too dumb for this many to be this much dumber than I am The bar is on the floor Stop playing limbo

"You've so much to live for" says the people removing reasons every day "just try a little harder" says the ones who never really had to try "Don't be so sensitive" says the people who never show their true emotions "It gets better" says the people actively making everything worse Make it stop

I don't like to make anyone uncomfortable, but sometimes to get the idea of a chronic illness or disability through some people's thick skull is to describe it in excruciating detail or in a way that makes them squirm. My go to is the spider with hyperdermic needles for legs crawling on my brain.

Rabbits hate anyone bothering their partner while they're relaxing. They'll stomp to warn of danger and attack if the threat doesn't leave. Females are usually the dominant protectors and territory defenders, but males will sometimes step in too, they're trying.

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Sometimes being disabled is missing a limb or being in a wheelchair Sometimes it's needing glasses. Sometimes it screaming in agony because of a loud unexpected noise. Sometimes it's being clumsy or forgetful. You don't get to decide what's disability. Nor do you get to say someone isn't.

Someone immune to hypnosis because their glasses block direct eye contact but then still being immune with them off cause their eyesight so bad they can't see the hypnosis effect without their glasses.

If you believe that being gay is a choice it's because you are choosing to act straight. If you believe being trans is a choice it's because you're choosing to be cis. You can't believe anything is a choice but believe you didn't choose too. A Choice for one is a choice for all.