Ash

@upallnight.racing

Cars/motorsport, cats, Lego, model kits, watches, video games. Not always in that order. Own 3 broken Jags, an L322, and an MX-5 NC. http://www.ashgamesbadly.com Sometimes gives cancer updates. Sorry. Header by @twod.net‬ #F**kAI

Night night sweet dreamies Let today be enough It didn’t have to be perfect You didn’t have to achieve everything. You simply had to make it through You showed up You kept going You did what you could with the day you were given. And sometimes, that really is more than enough

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Morning, all! Thank you for all the replies on my shit new news last night, I can't put in to words how much that helped ❤️ You are all just the loveliest people and I hope you know that 🫂

You know you're more poorly than you feel when a crap, immediately followed by a shower, results in 21 minutes of exercise according to Whoop. Was light headed by the end of the shower 😱 Having a lie down now.

Whoop band exercise heart rate chart.  Lots of Zone 3, and more 4 and 5 than you might think.

Night night sweet dreamies Forgive the version of yourself who didn’t yet know what you know now. You were doing the best you could with what you knew, what you had, and where you were at the time. Be gentle with your past self. You were learning, growing and finding your way

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Aww man, not Peter Cullen now too! FFS. Huge part of my (some would argue ongoing) childhood. Prime was/is a proper role model and I will accept no argument on the matter

Optimus Prime's death scene from the 1986 Transformers movie

Good morning welcome to Tippetty tap tap Thursday Being brave doesn’t always mean feeling fearless. Sometimes it’s simply showing up, carrying on and taking that next little step, even when you’re unsure. Give yourself credit for the times you kept going when it wasn’t easy.

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Alright. UPDATE time. Short version - It's bad. The immuno they want to give me is not designed for my cancer. It's a trial. So my case will go before a panel. Even if they say yes, the chances of it actually curing me are miniscule. Hate to say it folks, but its highly likely that I'm fucked.

Alright. UPDATE time. Short version - It's bad. The immuno they want to give me is not designed for my cancer. It's a trial. So my case will go before a panel. Even if they say yes, the chances of it actually curing me are miniscule. Hate to say it folks, but its highly likely that I'm fucked.

The first UPDATE for ages. The main incision from the op on 9th of June has FINALLY healed and I no longer have some type of dressing stuck to me! Happy days 🥳 Appointment tomorrow too which I think is about the immunotherapy they want to get me on. Been a quiet couple of months, picking up now!