Velbat

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AL | 28, Male (He/Him), | PDX Bat | 🔞 Some Mature Content | MMO Shenanigans | Dragon Enthusiast Peer Support Specialist | Student | Healthcare Worker Icon - @tolione.bsky.social Header - @venkpng.bsky.social

The spotted bat, named after it's distinctive white markings, is ironically rarely 𝘴𝘱𝘰𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘥 by humans. Given its preference for remote roosting sites, infrequent observations do not match their status in nature. The spotted bat has a Global Conservation Status of Least Concern by the IUCN. ⚫ ⚪

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I just have to keep telling myself that I'm just really sick right now. The fear, the paranoia, the rage. It'll all go away once I get medicated again. It has to get better. It will get better.

Spent the last three days trying to get myself to draw and work on my queue only for my ipad and pen to be dead. Between the guilt of still having not finished and my own inabilities and shame, I'm giving myself a hard deadline of Friday before issuing refunds. I'm sorry for failing y'all.

I wish I fully understood what was wrong with me that makes trying to form connections with people who aren't in crisis so difficult for me. I've been here 6 months now, and not only have I failed to make local friends, but the people I do know who live up here don't seem interested in hanging out

Been going for Grand Slam attempt runs (Kill all 5 act bosses without dying) in Darkest Dungeon 2 and fumbled right at the last boss with a silly mistake. It's been fun trying to make one team work for the different bosses but OAGH does it take so long to do attempts.

Oaghhh, I desperately need my insurance benefits to hurry up and arrive, so I can start the process to get back on medication again. I'm so tired of how much of my already extremely limited mental fortitude I have to spend every day on mitigating my constant severe unprompted SI.