@notsospicydemon.bsky.social

My unpiquante account, if you know my alt, no tf you do not.

I'm so glad not as many people follow me here, so I can complain. I'm so over 50% of people I deal with, treating me like absolute utter shit tbh. It's like unironically a consistent thing that I'm either being ghosted or lied to most of the time.

I need to start being meaner, and I kinda mean that genuinely. I betray my own feelings on things so often, just to be a people pleaser, that it frustrates me to no end.

Imma be fr yall, I feel real bad for artists out there using paypal. I got my refund from that 6 month comm earlier today and it went through IMMEDIATELY like eugh. They just straight up trusted me, I cannot imagine how easy it'd be to actually scam a business with this

So I'm kind of debating getting a visual upgrade to my dst mod, since I'm gonna be releasing a huge patch based on the hellpuppies within a few days, it might be time to finally update Dramos' model to be in line with how he looks now and maybe have his demon form appear when he's overheating.

At what point does failing become lying? Just in general. Intent matters but at some point if you fail someone enough times, are you lying about getting something done? Random thoughts today.

Just between me and the 5 other people who follow me here, do you guys ever fall out of love with an artist's style? This is not in any ways malicious just sorta getting meh on it ig?

Bit of a rant here, but like, you ever have an artist lovebomb you while treating you like shit( i.e., ghosting, just generally never getting anything done) and it just feels ick to think about it but at the same time you want what you're owed sooooooo...