I want to shine!

compilation of my reactions to the new beartooth album yeah it's pretty good 🔥

My self-hatred never took me where I wanted to go.

sooooo im finally getting back into guitar

NEW BEARTOOTH ALBUM!! i'm reviewing it and playing along on stream right now!! come check it out 🖤 twitch.tv/calamarigold

TWITCH IS BACK! stinky outages aint gonna stop me! twitch.tv/calamarigold

vibe coded ahh website Twitch right as i start stream too 😭

why you should follow me: - pics of cute goth girl (me) - 30 CCs of positivity and determination into ur bloodstream - Real Based Facts - mari privacy tips - fem-leaning bisexual yearning - myspace era emo lyrics - i do some cool shit - minimal politic - i'll prolly follow u back if ur queer - :3

today i: - practiced guitar + mixing for 3 hours - practiced drums for an hour - practiced piano for an hour - coded for 5 hours - played lego star wars for 30 minutes and i feel GREAT. is this what having ADHD medication is like??

if it wasn't for the wrist/finger pain from playing guitar, i'd be practicing WAYYY more often. even after looking at guides i still don't understand why it's so painful

I'm not the battle, I'm the fucking war!

hopeful people are attractive

throwback to when i started a 1 person moshpit at a mayday parade show. everyone was NOT fucking with it and i got water thrown at me. i kept smiling through it all.

in my "brand loyalty just because their products were absorbed into your subculture is cringe" era and yes, that includes monster energy

Transgender rights are not a permission—they are the right to live itself 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 Existence doesn’t need any permission, you know. Why does the world treat something so simple as if it were optional? It is the baseline of being human ♡ Chiitan will keep raising their voice.​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​

I think if you would just reach out to me again, we would be pretty good friends these days.

i can't think of another anime that nails the liminal "this is normal but something feels wrong" feeling like Steins Gate does. every single episode.

it's my 7th year anniversary on HRT 🖤 i really became a girl that i used to think was way out of my league

watching this shit play out in real time is so fucking funny

call me your waitress the way i keep serving

mari privacy tip #3: turn off location access to weather apps on your phone and manually input a general location. they sell your precise (very accurate) 24/7 location data to data brokers ... and do this for the rest of the apps on your phone too

CalaMariGold🖤✨@calamari.gold · 5mo ago

mari privacy tip #2: remove everything after the "?" when sharing social media links. they're specifically there to track who you're sharing it with to build a hidden personal profile of you and your connections. yeet that shit.

i swear i thought we were gonna see baby tenzin at some point 😭

Morgana Ignis@morganaignis.bsky.social · 2w ago

The Avatar movie needed a post-credits scene where Toph explains to Aang that he’s “had a staff that makes more Airbenders this whole time” and promptly explains where babies come from.

we should bring back vine vocal stims

WE GOT A HOUSE IN OHIO! 🎉🎉 this goth girl is about to become a midwestern girl! i'm live now, let's talk about it! twitch.tv/calamarigold

no, streamelements, i don't want your shitty mobile game sponsorships

chase your fucking dreams!!!!

i need to keep working. i need to keep practicing. i won't ever stop. not until i get what i want!

why are people still playing overwatch

I'm going to be famous one day, I swear to god.