Icebrrgh

@icebrrgh.otter-space.com

18+・Otter・ VHS-Tuber 📼・Mango Juice Connoisseur 🥭🍹 • Maddie Fun-Fur-All Suiter! PFP by Kayphiart Banner by Remulle Welcome to my video store~ 📼 twitch.tv/icebrrgh

Idk if my videos are funny, I try to avoid references to existing jokes as much as possible but I'm also not sure I'm actually funny So if you cringe through the whole video uhhhhh

Anyways, update on the video, i'm trying to create it for myself, pretty much accepting that people won't inherently gaf about it, but having this desire to create regardless of that because I care. If you don't watch it, fine! if you watch it, I hope my enjoyment comes through, my love, ect ect.

I don't mean to vent, but if anywhere is to do it it's here, I just want support from the people who have been able to crack the code of not caring what other people think about, well, everything really.

LIke i'm motivated for art, but I also hate my body, and myself more than ever, feeling like i'll never be truly happy, because my happiness is conditional to what other people view me as. It sucks, I want to just make things for me, be me for me, but it just feels like an impossibility.

Icebrrgh@icebrrgh.otter-space.com · 5d ago

Feeling motivated but probably also the most dysphoric i've felt in a long time, fun life is a game of buffs and debuffs but THEY CANCEL OUT WHEN I GET MULTIPLE AT A TIME.

Feeling motivated but probably also the most dysphoric i've felt in a long time, fun life is a game of buffs and debuffs but THEY CANCEL OUT WHEN I GET MULTIPLE AT A TIME.

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I need to realize that my art, my videos, streams, ect have no expectations of being out, especially if it comes at the expense of my mental health. The video will be ready when it's ready, and I'm sorry that it's taken so long