LynkPlaysGames

@lynkplaysgames.bsky.social

Lvl 26 youtube gamer/occasional streamer. I'm doing the best I can with what I can and just having fun while doing it. Call me what you want just dont call me late for supper 💙

I wanna cry and scream so bad but ik I don't have the energy to do that. I wanna pretend this isnt happening. I want to kick me from 2 weeks ago in the ass but idk if I'd tell her to not bother picking up the phone or to pick it up more. I'm in a whirlwind of emotions.

Tech geniuses please help. I need help figuring out what I need to be looking for in a PC since I'm a tech idiot. I'd be mostly playing games like Phasmo, Raft, Palworld, etc. I'm also gonna be learning to edit videos on it so I need space to be able to play the games and edit/upload videos.

I've been healing and it has been so rewarding. Yes I still mourn for my younger self and what I wish I could tell them. I still wish to brush their hair back and console them like I always wished for.. but I know now I am strong from the pain and stronger from the healing.

I usually don't post personal stuff like this but I need to get this off my chest.. my heart hurts man. Like I see all my neice and nephews, my cousin with her kiddos, and part of me wonders when it will be my turn.. I know it would be difficult rn but.. maybe one day..

harsh reality: I lost a good job due to health issues. I struggled to find a job and ended back at a chain restaurant that pays $2.75/hr im only getting at most 35hrs a week and shifts where I make next to nothing. I'm starting to look into arrangements for my pets when we lose our home..