Sikyll The Second ✨

@sikyll2.bsky.social

Side-Account of OG Sikyll | Epic Gamer | Certified Stupid Bitch | Fluent in Yap-enese

I want to try out something new. So maybe I'll try streaming (but under a different username). Could be fun, especially because I have no idea how streaming works or what's trendy. I'll just do it for fun, haha

It's the last few days of my vacation and I have to admit that I got out of shape. Before my vacation started I somehow got my weight under control but I've now eaten so much junk that I really have to get back on track 😢

After completing my GW2 goal, I'm now tipping my toes into WoW Classic Hardcore. Really like how slow the game is. This might sound weird but it creates a relaxing atmosphere that invites the player to patiently explore the world. This is my night elf hunter:

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I kinda like how World of Warcraft has no main story quest (at least in the base game). It creates the feeling that you reached every place by your own accord. I know the devs constructed the zone and quest outlines in a way that dictates your journey but it still feels like freedom.

Just realized that all those Youtubers who used to make ragebait content and didn't care about other's opinions are now alt-right, AI-loving commentary channels that now call themselves victims whenever someone disagrees with them. That's like a downgrade of a downgrade.

GW2 Update: Reached Level 80 and unlocked Ritualist: This spec is so much fun! Also was able to get a hero point that I struggled with for quite some time. Next goal is to unlock Expanded Weapon Proficiency ~

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Showed someone my first comic. It seems he's a very religious and conservative person and he told me that he doesn't like Managister for portraying biblical angels. But man, I can't wait until he sees White Meadow and goes full crashout xD

I'm now trying to get cleaner skin, since I struggle a lot with clogged pores and dry skin. I drinking more water and eat food that improves skin quality and I can already see slight changes after just 3 days. 😁 Apparently your skin needs ~28 day to fully recover, so we'll see.

So when I was in High School and Guild Wars 2 just got released, I wanted to get the achivement for exploring the entire base game map. Never reached that goal but since GW3 got announced, I want to finally 100% Tyria 😤 I just have to find the right profession/class to do so 🤔

To be honest the more people read White Meadow to more my social anxiety stresses me. More and more eyes are looking at my work, might judge me and maybe cause drama. It sounds weird but sometimes I think about reducing my visibility and reach because of that. So less people see my work.

Sorry for all the negativity recently but last week was just... it wasn't my week. But I was able to work on my comic which improved my mood. Maybe I'll spend this week working through my To-Dos, so I can feel better ~

I don't know how exactly the "For You" Feed works. It constantly shows me sexist posts despite me definitely not interacting with that stuff. Maybe one of the people I follow is "secretly" a sexist or the algorithm is somehow broken.

The management at my job is pushing my buttons recently. I already thought about looking for a new job but then I think "It's somewhat bearable and it can't get worse, so I stay." and then the next day it gets even worse...

I feel kinda disconnected to the people around me. It feels like everyone wants to become rich, uses AI for everything without hesitation and hates the idea of tolerating and looking for others. Well, I mean we live in an ignorant society built by ignorant rulers, so I'm must be in the wrong 🤷‍♀️