Nick - Comms open

@remiyell.bsky.social

( He/him ) Digital artist | GMT+1 All content on here is sfw. Comms are open! https://remiyell.carrd.co/

Since I am back home from hospital... I am opening commissions 😤 They will be a bit slower, keep that in mind! (Can't sit for too long) BUT LOOK... ⚠️I am far in the red🔴!!! A LOT... 💲I am opening headshots for 20€ for a colored headshot, 25€ halloween themed! HELP OUT A GIRL IN DESPAIR 🙏 Share?

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Spending our wedding anniversary today at the hospital. Already spent our 20th getting together anniversary here, over a month ago. But... release is planned for tomorrow, finally. Not sure how to manage financially, but there will be more options. Will also finally be able to eat proper meals.

Kib's first chemo was today. Took it well so far. We might get out of the hospital next week. But I still need some food money for until then. Can't just eat instant ramen every day. Both of us lost a lot of weight. Worked on some bust adopts on my steamdeck, will post them soon.

Still in the hospital. Kib's chemo is starting this week. Might close their stomache finally as well. Not sure how life is supposed to go on afterwards. Many feelings of safety gone. About 8k euro in the minus after all of this. Whole family savings. No time to work on my game like this...

Going home for a short time today and I'll go ahead and get my tablet, portable screen, steam deck dock and get krita on steam. I should at least manage to get some sketches out this way, I hope. This is not the situation to try a new drawing set up, but no choice at this point.

Still at the hospital. Still no idea when we'll be able to go home. Kib's general condition improved, but their stomache is still not fully closed. Might still start with chemo next week. It's getting really tough financially though... I couldn't pay all this month's bills.

So still unsure what the reason for kib's pain is, but at least they got it to be managable here in hospital. But now I also received a letter that the state and health care provider think that I don't need gender affirming care since I haven't killed myself yet!

It's bad... The diagnosis is worse than we had hoped for and the time at the hospital was horrible. There is hope and we will remain hopeful, but things will be difficult for a while. I'm back home and will resume work soon, but I'll likely be much slower with everything.

Nick - Comms open@remiyell.bsky.social · 3mo ago

Need to explain my current situation/upcoming absence. Really exhausted, sorry. Here is my ko-fi, if you'd like to help: ko-fi.com/remiyell