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twitter ex-pat actor (sometimes), neurotypical (mostly), brazen hussy (always), husband (god mode) in love with the night ๐Ÿ–ค๐ŸŒ’๐ŸŒ‘๐ŸŒ˜ โœจ NSFW (nothing obscene ๐Ÿ‘) gay with a smidge of He/They i write for social media instagram.com/noah_solomon_melech ๐Ÿ”—๐Ÿ‘ˆ๐Ÿฝ

Strange dream last night: I was back at the house I grew up in. There were sunbathers, pop-up-for-Jesus concert, socks with holes, etc. At the end, I turned into a werewolf and chased Elon Musk around. I woke up before I caught him, but I still remember the bitch screams ๐Ÿ˜ˆ Good morning Bluesky ๐Ÿ˜

I had one of the worst nights of the year last night, and my bf was there to see me in it. My brain is...broken sometimes. And now I worry it may have caused irreparable harm. He says it's ok about what happened, but he doesn't have to feel it overwhelm him.

Good morning Bluesky! A week away from being online actually helped a lot. Buster is doing great: he's starting to put weight onto his foot, but he still has a long way to go before he's fully healed. His next appointment is next week ๐Ÿคž๐Ÿพ Meanwhile, the week was chill ๐Ÿฅฐ

Thanks for the support about Buster btw. Even tho he's on the mend and we are doing our Buster Watch, the emotions about yesterday are still with me. Especially if we had to decide to do "the last option". I think I'm going to chill out this week. Y'all have seen enough of my skin for a while.

Well, I did not have to make that hard decision after all, but it felt like it was close. Buster somehow injured himself on his foot, and when we took a look at it, it looked like a bone was protruding from his foot. Scared the life out of us ๐Ÿ˜ข Turns out it was just hardened hair ๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ

Buster has a hardened fraction in his right hind leg. There's a little bit of blood and what looks like a protrusion of some kind from his foot.

I just repotted some of our plants: they needed an emergency soil and root draining. To me, seeing my hands dirty after a long day tells me I accomplished a lot, no matter how small or insignificant the task was. I love sharing this bit of knowledge with y'all ๐Ÿฅฐ

Wolf pup's left hand, covered in soil. Wolf pup's right hand, covered in soil.

Been recovering from allergies: all of this rain here in NM is kicking up pollen, dander, mold, etc., and it's wrecking havoc on me. Ever since I got COVID one time, how I get sick changed ๐Ÿคง But, to make me feel better, I got plants today ๐Ÿชด