MARY 🔔

@strawberrymarybell.bsky.social

  ⁽ 31 yrs  she ╱ they. ₎ 🍓 ೨౿     MDNI 🔞 @showingdivine.bsky.social 💚

i was bullied for my stimming in elementary school. it was the late 90's / early 2000's and staff used to restrain autistic kids from stimming. idk if that's still going on. to this DAY i only stim in private and i mask constantly. thanks to the school system and bullies. 👎

i truly dislike when some of my family sees me picking at my skin and trying to tell me "oh, you can easily stop doing that." and refuse to listen when i tell them it's a disability. i'm not doing this for fun. half the time i don't even KNOW I'M DOING IT. it's an actual hair pulling disorder.

i feel really bad for being away and not doing much / leaving people on read. i'm sorry. i'm experiencing a mental heath crisis i'm trying to get over. i do not want to go into detail, nor do i want to annoy anybody. i just need to isolate for a bit. it's better that way.

update: i am POSSIBLY getting a blu ray player. i think i wouldn't be able to afford it on my own, so it's better for me to ask for THAT and use birthday money to purchase the sonic games. i have an extensive dvd collection, and i'd like to buy blu ray disks. the one i want plays dvds too.

MARY 🔔@strawberrymarybell.bsky.social · 3mo ago

i want sonic battle, sonic chronicles, sonic: lost world, and sonic generations ✨ i want handheld games this year. for my birthday.

i went into my friend's list in this fuckass 2DS and somebody on there is named blob with the caption 'i crave death' and i have no idea who this IS and i'm choosing to believe i added an entity at some point back in the 2010's. and for the love of GOD why do i have 40+ friends on this relic.

i'm a huge animal crossing fan. i will always have a special place in my heart for wild world, which was the first animal crossing game i have ever played. i still have my copy of the game. the same save file and everything. that town is i believe 20 years old. which is crazy.

every fucking time i open the fucking game, the miis are fighting with each other. infinite and his offspring have been BEEFING WITH OTHER MIIS. this is the SECOND time within a week that infinite has been in a FIGHT. 😭 i have no idea what is making him so mad but like.