and i will remain guard(ed) here forever

1/2 of an excellent horse girl tattoo for stella… the inimitable lascaux cave horse! can u guess who is going to be on the other side of that brohoof? time will tell… handpoked as always! please let me do more cave painting guys ahhhhhh!!!

and i will remain guard(ed) here forever

1/2 of an excellent horse girl tattoo for stella… the inimitable lascaux cave horse! can u guess who is going to be on the other side of that brohoof? time will tell… handpoked as always! please let me do more cave painting guys ahhhhhh!!!

in portland they have guided meditative stick and poke therapy you get stabbed a bunch of times and talk about whatever with your bisexual tattoo artist and zone the fuck out. at the end there is a horse on your body forever

possiblyyyy the most depressed i have been since 2020 when i had to go to inpatient hehehehehehe 😊😊😊😊

i would probably be extremely down to visit folx i luv to travel i luv to see new places i want to roammmmm. cons and big events do be stressin me out tho.. haha

man. if i took like a year or so off of cons and big parties and stuff would people forget about me… extremely wanting to enter a period of hermitude for self improvement and healing but everything is so fucking fast paced all the time and i feel very stretched but i love my friends :(

i’m just so so so so so fucking angryyyyy. feel so used. how dare you even wanna continue a friendship honestly.

can’t believe i feel so fucking seen by a vivziepop show 🫠 youtu.be/rtk2Ye3Rx3w?...

All 2 U (Motherf**ker) (FULL HELLUVA BOSS SONG; as performed by Bryce Pinkham) // S2 E9

YouTube video by Almir Velovic Productions

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i’m honestly so depressed idk what to even do yall

me to me. maybe you to you? or you to someone you care about?

ugh I’ve been in a state of hypomania for months, almost this entire year, and it has been so productive and creative and kind of awesome but now i’m p sure i’m on a massive depressive downswing and i forgot how fucking bleak this feels. the anhedonia is insane. i haven’t left my bed really in days.

i cant help but to destroy something precious

i cant help but to destroy something precious

phoebe bridgers i’m coming 2 see u…

tell me what 4 animals you are (there’s way more than 4 tho)

Kelsey@skoggkatt.bsky.social · last wk.

And yet none are my fursona 😮‍💨 Tell me what 4 animals you are…

I think i just wanna make it a goal to start visiting Seattle more often in general… got too many friends up there to not do that

officially canceling my blfc plans, i super need to stay put for the rest of the year and work through some personal stuff. not traveling again for a bit except for Seattle/more local spots (tho considering howloween?). will see folks at fc in January 🫡

maybe i’ll be one of those instagram therapy talk animal drawings guys 

maybe i’ll be one of those instagram therapy talk animal drawings guys 

still emotionally going thruuuuu it but I got my camp miasma tattoo today :)

69. Nice

anyway always looking for authenticity in myself in art in connection with others. i appreciate everyone who digs my art cuz that’s just ME! there is no separating art from artist with me lol. can’t wait to dig into this more and more and more.

amidst everything i feel like i am finally finally finally on the right path in my life with regard to art… tattooing, painting, sculpture, anything really! i have wanted this for so long. ached for it my entire life. i can’t wait to create and meet myself again and again through art and CONNECT :)

girl who is going to cry a lot about it but ultimately be ok

i am still thinking about camp miasma i just need yall to know.

what do you call it when the thing you’re most attracted to about someone is their art/music/creative ventures… like sapiosexual but for the artist soul??? i don’t think i could ever fall for someone who doesnt make art or music or poetry that resonates with me…

maybe this is karma for me knowingly sleeping with a man openly cheating on his girlfriend for almost the entire time … but where is HIS karma??? cmonnnn