siobhan

@siob-x86.bsky.social

20 year old autistic transgirl programmer who's accompanied by two lovely girls from Estonia and Algeria💜 I like Touhou, Minecraft, Valve, id Software, and etc. @kern3l.bsky.social 💜💖 @marinthemedic968.bsky.social 💙💖 @agentverse-game.bsky.social💙

folks, PLEASE stop viewing my family as bad people. i myself did things wrong back then to make them feel hurt. i really do love and care about my family. i really need to restore my relationship with them and go back in good terms with them, because i've been struggling ever since dad left.

I love you guys so much. I never want to hurt anyone, and I mean it. You can worry about me, but I'm not going anywhere and I'll be unharmed. I'm feeling much better than I did several weeks earlier. It's possible I'll stay.

If any of my posts get sent yo my family members please don't get mad at me. I learned the lesson. I don't want more pressure. I just want to feel better again, and I'm sorry for lying or repeatedly breaking the rules. This is really difficult for me, especially when having a girlfriend.

I'll make sure to follow what my brother says and work together. He's not just aN average sibling, he's my only caretaker. I love him. He's a very nice guy. With beautiful hair, too. I never want anything bad to happen to him!

I learned a valuable lesson during my group therapy and being temporarily offline. Being bipolar is terrifying. I may make decisions that'll be horrifying to deal with, but then you'll realize how much damage you caused, and then feel really guilty about it.

I don't know when I'll be back on the internet. It's the only place that makes me feel less alone these days. I just want to be able to talk to my friends and have a good time. I'll probably lose access to it tomorrow since I was caught lying to my brother in fear of serious discipline.

Fact: My Touhou persona "Siobhan" had the childhood dream of being well fed, like in these images shown here. Same with kern, but only because Siob encouraged her to be part of the beautiful club <3 Below is concept art foe what they would look like if they are well fed. (sfw)

Kern put on some pounds.Siobhan put on some pounds.

Fellas, relax. I'm okay. I'm breaking the rules my brother set up for internet use so I can let you all know that I'm alive and well. I'll be fine, and I promise something like that won't ever happen again. Love you. 😁

Siobhan is getting the help they need now. Regardless of what has been posted... their family loves them and is NOT transphobic at ALL. I was their mom's best friend and have been paying their bills since she passed away. Siobhan will NOT hurt themselves. But won't be online for awhile. Thank U 4 ❤️