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ᅟᅟᅟᅟᅟ ᅟᅟᅟᅟᅟ ⠀⠀⠀⠀‧₊˚ 💔 𝙸 𝙰𝙼 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙳𝙸𝚁𝚃 𝚄𝙽𝙳𝙴𝚁 𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚁 𝙽𝙰𝙸𝙻𝚂 , 𝙲𝚄𝙿𝙲𝙰𝙺𝙴. 𝙽𝙾𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙶'𝚂 𝙶𝙾𝙽𝙽𝙰 𝙲𝙻𝙴𝙰𝙽 𝙼𝙴 𝙾𝚄𝚃 ... 🔥𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾.

𖥻 𝐕̅͟𝐈̅𝐎𝐋𝐄𝐓 ... .ᐟ@inmate516.bsky.social · last mo.

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She chuckles softly as Margot presses kisses to her face, it works to make her a bit less upset. “Thank you…” She nuzzles her neck and smiles. “I don’t… like to seem weak but… it’s not so bad with you.” she says against her neck, and Margot can feel she’s smiling.

ᴍᴀʀɢᴏᴛ ✶@goldandglory.bsky.social · 5mo ago

Yeah I’ve noticed . But I like that about you . . So possessive I love it ~ ( she cooed . Margot began pressing kisses all over her face and complimenting her love ) I’ll always be there . . Hopefully heh

Ran sighs, nodding and sniffling as she wipes her eyes. “I just… I guess you could say I’m a bit of a control freak and things that I can’t control kind of… scare me.” She shrugs before offering her a small smile. “Just… knowing you were here and that you’ll stay makes me feel better…”

ᴍᴀʀɢᴏᴛ ✶@goldandglory.bsky.social · 5mo ago

Baby . . . It’s out of your control . It ain’t your fault stuff like that happens . It ain’t fun but at least you weren’t alone . ( a hand caresses her face hoping to make her feel better . Margot isn’t the best when it comes to dealing with emotions . . )

“I’m sorry…” She says, her stump hidden from sight. “I don’t know why this happens, I wish it would stop, and I hate how helpless I get when it happens and… I make people worried and scared…” She sighs. She looks down, eyes watery. She hated feeling helpless.

ᴍᴀʀɢᴏᴛ ✶@goldandglory.bsky.social · 5mo ago

( Margot finally removes her heels and puts out her cigarette in the ashtray before laying next to her love . ) I’m glad you feel better . . I really didn’t know what to do . . ( little smooch pressed to the corner of her lips )

“I still want to do something nice for you.” she says with a smile and cups her cheek. “You look tired, love, and even if you’re used to, doesn’t mean you have to, come lie down with me… Please?” She tilts her head with a smile. She just hoped she hadn’t scared Margot off with her episode.

ᴍᴀʀɢᴏᴛ ✶@goldandglory.bsky.social · 5mo ago

Uhm . . You know what never mind . . In just being silly . ( Margot was going to say something quite dark but decided not to kill the mood . . Leaning in the kiss , a smile formed on her face . Margot hummed softly as she thought about an answer . She didn’t feel very sleep ) I’m used &

She smiles weakly. “My, and how may I repay you for taking such good care of me?” She smirks and leans in. “At least I got to spend time with my favorite girl…” She takes her chin and pecks her lips with a smile. “Wanna catch some sleep? I can hold you…” she thinks Margot must be tired.

ᴍᴀʀɢᴏᴛ ✶@goldandglory.bsky.social · 5mo ago

(she shrugs softly . Her shimmer cigarette between two fingers slowly burning away) It was fine don’t worry about it . . Stuff like that happens . But now you owe me ! (she joked , gently pressing her lips on the side of ran’s face . What happened did make her quite anxious but she got over it)

Ran slept for a few hours, the pills helping. She woke up a bit groggy but painless. “Hey…” She whispers, offering her a loopy smile, sitting up with some difficulty, swaying from the lightheadedness. “Hmm I’m sorry you had to see that…” She murmurs.

ᴍᴀʀɢᴏᴛ ✶@goldandglory.bsky.social · 5mo ago

I’ll be close if you need me i promise . ( she’d move her bangs away from her face then press a kiss on her forehead . ) Rest well my dear . ( Margot made sure to stay nexct to her until she fell asleep before going away to change quickly )

She nods almost mechanically, bangs gluing to her forehead fork he cold sweat she was in earlier. She lies down against the pillows on the couch slowly, stump still submerged in nearly scalding water but she seems numb to that now, eyes fluttering closed.

ᴍᴀʀɢᴏᴛ ✶@goldandglory.bsky.social · 5mo ago

I’m stayin I’m stayin . You aren’t alone anymore . ( she stared at ran with worry in her eyes but stayed near and caressed her head .) You are so strong baby . . You get some rest okay ?

Ran nods, popping two pills of each in her mouth before swallowing dry. She looks at her hand, skin red and angry but her phantom pains are subdued now. She knows she won’t wear her hand for a while. She sways weakly, the initial adrenaline rush seeming to be wearing off.

ᴍᴀʀɢᴏᴛ ✶@goldandglory.bsky.social · 5mo ago

Uh huh ! ( gently setting the bowl down she made her way to the bathroom . This one took longer since she had to force her brain to focus and read. She hopes she’s coming back with the good pills ) Here

Ran doesn’t care, they stick their stump in, the water immediately making their skin redden but instead of yelping in pain they breathe a sigh of relief, phantom pains forgotten in favor of burning pains, she releases a breath. “Medicine cabinet, there’s painkillers and sleeping pills…” She whispers

ᴍᴀʀɢᴏᴛ ✶@goldandglory.bsky.social · 5mo ago

( Margot nods an quickly runs off to grab a large bowl and some hot water . After a few seconds she was crouched down near the couch and holding the bowl ) Okay careful that shit is hot

Ran could barely speak, she shook like a leaf as she held her arm close to her chest. “H-hand… hurts… but… it’s not here…” she looks at her stump, whole body shaking with sobs. “It won’t stop…” She whimpers, curling into a ball as she trembles.

ᴍᴀʀɢᴏᴛ ✶@goldandglory.bsky.social · 5mo ago

( thinking ran was asleep, she quietly walks in her apartment only to notice her beloved sobbing on the couch . Throwing her coat and bag aside she’d make her way over to ran with her long heels still on) Baby what’s wrong ? What’s happening ?

“You deserve it.” She smiles at the peck and kisses back, kissing her nose shortly after before watching her go. Ran prepares a stew while she waits for the water to warm, it’s an old building with even older pipes so the heating system takes its sweet time. “Baby? Your bath is ready…”

ᴍᴀʀɢᴏᴛ ✶@goldandglory.bsky.social · 5mo ago

You are really too good for me did you know that ? No one treats me as good as you darlin. ( taking off her heels and coat , she then threw them to the side then slid her hands on Ran’s hips . Little kiss on her lips . ) Wake me up when everything is ready

Ran walks with her, pressing a kiss to her temple. She passes by a store to get some smelling salts of Margot’s preference before they got home. “Want to take a little nap while I prepare you some dinner and your bath?” She asks, kissing her forehead.

ᴍᴀʀɢᴏᴛ ✶@goldandglory.bsky.social · 5mo ago

( she waited outside smoking a cigarette to try and calm her mind when ran came back outside . Her hand rested on her lovers lower back ) Sounds like her . ( a little chuckle she’d bring her cigarette up to her lips and start walking back home )

She smiles, nodding and pressing s kiss to her temple. “I’ll be right with you. Promise” Around 10 minutes later, she meets Margot with a smile. “I have the day off tomorrow, Sevika grumbled a yes and told me to piss off, she’s in good spirits today.” She grins as she wraps an arm around her waist

ᴍᴀʀɢᴏᴛ ✶@goldandglory.bsky.social · 5mo ago

( it did lighten her mood a bit , a giggle came out of her and a little smile began growing on her face ) Makes sense I’d prefer to have you touch me than those old ass men as well . You can talk to sevika ill wait for you outside so we can leave after