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@gothzaunite.bsky.social
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ᅟᅟᅟᅟᅟ ᅟᅟᅟᅟᅟ ⠀⠀⠀⠀‧₊˚ 💔 𝙸 𝙰𝙼 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙳𝙸𝚁𝚃 𝚄𝙽𝙳𝙴𝚁 𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚁 𝙽𝙰𝙸𝙻𝚂 , 𝙲𝚄𝙿𝙲𝙰𝙺𝙴. 𝙽𝙾𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙶'𝚂 𝙶𝙾𝙽𝙽𝙰 𝙲𝙻𝙴𝙰𝙽 𝙼𝙴 𝙾𝚄𝚃 ... 🔥𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾.
⠀ ⠀⠀❛ ʷʰᵃᵗ ᵐᵃᵏᵉˢ ʸᵒᵘ 𓂃⠀* ⺌ 𝘿𝙄𝙁𝙁𝙀𝙍𝙀𝙉𝙏 ─┈ * 💥 𝙈𝘼𝙆𝙀𝙎 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝙎𝙏𝙍𝙊𝙉𝙂 ... ゛ ⠀
“I think you can…” Ran smiles and nuzzles close to him, smiling at the attention as she kisses back. “Or maybe I have a bigger mouth than I thought…” she grins
"Maybe I can hear your thoughts then." He kisses her gently. A small peck.
She nuzzles @onryo-swords.bsky.social, a scowl on her face, work was hard, she wanted her bluebell to hold her until everything felt easier
She pulls @goldandglory.bsky.social into her lap, glaring at a few men looking at her. She’s not the jealous type, most of the time, but she’s not vibing with their expressions.
“ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴏɴɴᴀ ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴍᴇ ᴏᴜᴛ, ᴄᴜᴘᴄᴀᴋᴇ?” ~ ᴠɪ ~ ᴀʀᴄᴀɴᴇ ᴠᴇʀsᴇ ~ ʟᴇsʙɪᴀɴ ~ sʜɪᴘs ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴄʜᴇᴍɪsᴛʀʏ ~ ᴄʀᴏssᴏᴠᴇʀ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅʟʏ ʀᴛs ᴀɴᴅ ʟɪᴋᴇs ᴀʀᴇ ᴀᴘᴘʀᴇᴄɪᴀᴛᴇᴅ
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“уσυ gσииα нєℓρ мє συт, ¢υρ¢αкє?” ~ νι ~ αя¢αиє νєяѕє ~ ℓєѕвιαи ~ ѕнιρѕ ωιтн ¢нємιѕтяу ~ ¢яσѕѕσνєя αи∂ αυ fяιєи∂ℓу
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A gentle hand caresses her back, they frown at the sight of her tears. “What happened, baby?” They sit down by her, brushing some hair away from her face. “Whose kneecaps am I breaking today?”
( her makeup is completely messed up from crying and her hands are shaking was she smokes her shimmer ) Fuck this . . .
She chuckles softly as Margot presses kisses to her face, it works to make her a bit less upset. “Thank you…” She nuzzles her neck and smiles. “I don’t… like to seem weak but… it’s not so bad with you.” she says against her neck, and Margot can feel she’s smiling.
Yeah I’ve noticed . But I like that about you . . So possessive I love it ~ ( she cooed . Margot began pressing kisses all over her face and complimenting her love ) I’ll always be there . . Hopefully heh
Ran sighs, nodding and sniffling as she wipes her eyes. “I just… I guess you could say I’m a bit of a control freak and things that I can’t control kind of… scare me.” She shrugs before offering her a small smile. “Just… knowing you were here and that you’ll stay makes me feel better…”
Baby . . . It’s out of your control . It ain’t your fault stuff like that happens . It ain’t fun but at least you weren’t alone . ( a hand caresses her face hoping to make her feel better . Margot isn’t the best when it comes to dealing with emotions . . )
“I’m sorry…” She says, her stump hidden from sight. “I don’t know why this happens, I wish it would stop, and I hate how helpless I get when it happens and… I make people worried and scared…” She sighs. She looks down, eyes watery. She hated feeling helpless.
( Margot finally removes her heels and puts out her cigarette in the ashtray before laying next to her love . ) I’m glad you feel better . . I really didn’t know what to do . . ( little smooch pressed to the corner of her lips )
She nods with a small smile but one can see anxiety clawing at her, her organic hand twitches a bit and her eyes find the floor. “Alright..” She scoots over to give her space.
( bringing her cigarettes up to her lips to take a long drag . Her eyes momentarily flashed a bright purple before exhaling . Margot wasn’t scared of ran but at the same time she really wasn’t up to rest . ) I’ll lie down with you but I won’t sleep I’m telling you now .
“I still want to do something nice for you.” she says with a smile and cups her cheek. “You look tired, love, and even if you’re used to, doesn’t mean you have to, come lie down with me… Please?” She tilts her head with a smile. She just hoped she hadn’t scared Margot off with her episode.
Uhm . . You know what never mind . . In just being silly . ( Margot was going to say something quite dark but decided not to kill the mood . . Leaning in the kiss , a smile formed on her face . Margot hummed softly as she thought about an answer . She didn’t feel very sleep ) I’m used &
She smiles weakly. “My, and how may I repay you for taking such good care of me?” She smirks and leans in. “At least I got to spend time with my favorite girl…” She takes her chin and pecks her lips with a smile. “Wanna catch some sleep? I can hold you…” she thinks Margot must be tired.
(she shrugs softly . Her shimmer cigarette between two fingers slowly burning away) It was fine don’t worry about it . . Stuff like that happens . But now you owe me ! (she joked , gently pressing her lips on the side of ran’s face . What happened did make her quite anxious but she got over it)
Ran slept for a few hours, the pills helping. She woke up a bit groggy but painless. “Hey…” She whispers, offering her a loopy smile, sitting up with some difficulty, swaying from the lightheadedness. “Hmm I’m sorry you had to see that…” She murmurs.
I’ll be close if you need me i promise . ( she’d move her bangs away from her face then press a kiss on her forehead . ) Rest well my dear . ( Margot made sure to stay nexct to her until she fell asleep before going away to change quickly )
Doc. I promise I’m still here, work just sucked he life outta me today and will do the same tomorrow so I’ll be back with the regular scheduled tomfoolery on Friday ✌🏻😗
Doc. Someone put sharks in my tl today is gonna be a good day, if I see snakes too I might even get a lottery ticket cause it’s gonna be so luckyyyyy
She nods almost mechanically, bangs gluing to her forehead fork he cold sweat she was in earlier. She lies down against the pillows on the couch slowly, stump still submerged in nearly scalding water but she seems numb to that now, eyes fluttering closed.
I’m stayin I’m stayin . You aren’t alone anymore . ( she stared at ran with worry in her eyes but stayed near and caressed her head .) You are so strong baby . . You get some rest okay ?
“Stay… with me?” She looks at Margot, eyes hazy from the pain but holding a vulnerability she’s never seen before. “Please…?” She leans into her touch, the meds start to kick in shortly and she seems sleepy now, relaxed.
( Margot crouches down in front of the couch and begins running her nails against ran scalp in attempts to give her a massage ) Need anythin else ?
Ran nods, popping two pills of each in her mouth before swallowing dry. She looks at her hand, skin red and angry but her phantom pains are subdued now. She knows she won’t wear her hand for a while. She sways weakly, the initial adrenaline rush seeming to be wearing off.
Uh huh ! ( gently setting the bowl down she made her way to the bathroom . This one took longer since she had to force her brain to focus and read. She hopes she’s coming back with the good pills ) Here
Ran doesn’t care, they stick their stump in, the water immediately making their skin redden but instead of yelping in pain they breathe a sigh of relief, phantom pains forgotten in favor of burning pains, she releases a breath. “Medicine cabinet, there’s painkillers and sleeping pills…” She whispers
( Margot nods an quickly runs off to grab a large bowl and some hot water . After a few seconds she was crouched down near the couch and holding the bowl ) Okay careful that shit is hot
Ran can feel herself close to dissociating from the pain but she knows she has to keep herself centered. “W-Warm…” she nods, words still hard as she blinks the haziness off of her eyes. “Please…”
Fuck . Do you want a massage? I can play with your hair maybe prepare you a warm soak ? Fuck I’m sorry baby I’m helpless . (She was obviously worried . She’s never seen ran like this and she might be a bit too high to function properly )
Ran could barely speak, she shook like a leaf as she held her arm close to her chest. “H-hand… hurts… but… it’s not here…” she looks at her stump, whole body shaking with sobs. “It won’t stop…” She whimpers, curling into a ball as she trembles.
( thinking ran was asleep, she quietly walks in her apartment only to notice her beloved sobbing on the couch . Throwing her coat and bag aside she’d make her way over to ran with her long heels still on) Baby what’s wrong ? What’s happening ?
She’s curled to the couch, bionic hand on the nearby table as she holds her stump close to her chest, groaning and sobbing. Phantom pains.
Ran smiles at the sight, watching her go. “Take as long as you need, I’ll heat up the stew.” she says as she walks to the kitchen.
( Margot had been comfortably laying on the couch with a small blanket on top . It was a short nap but a well deserved one . She stretched out her limbs and got up ) Thank you . . (she pressed a kiss to her w before walking in the bathroom , undressing and slipping right in the warm water)
“You deserve it.” She smiles at the peck and kisses back, kissing her nose shortly after before watching her go. Ran prepares a stew while she waits for the water to warm, it’s an old building with even older pipes so the heating system takes its sweet time. “Baby? Your bath is ready…”
You are really too good for me did you know that ? No one treats me as good as you darlin. ( taking off her heels and coat , she then threw them to the side then slid her hands on Ran’s hips . Little kiss on her lips . ) Wake me up when everything is ready
Ran walks with her, pressing a kiss to her temple. She passes by a store to get some smelling salts of Margot’s preference before they got home. “Want to take a little nap while I prepare you some dinner and your bath?” She asks, kissing her forehead.
( she waited outside smoking a cigarette to try and calm her mind when ran came back outside . Her hand rested on her lovers lower back ) Sounds like her . ( a little chuckle she’d bring her cigarette up to her lips and start walking back home )
She smiles, nodding and pressing s kiss to her temple. “I’ll be right with you. Promise” Around 10 minutes later, she meets Margot with a smile. “I have the day off tomorrow, Sevika grumbled a yes and told me to piss off, she’s in good spirits today.” She grins as she wraps an arm around her waist
( it did lighten her mood a bit , a giggle came out of her and a little smile began growing on her face ) Makes sense I’d prefer to have you touch me than those old ass men as well . You can talk to sevika ill wait for you outside so we can leave after