I am better when I am calm That's the message loud and clear I'm calm when I'm asleep I guess I still wake up in a sweat every night and hate sleeping and you know this But sure Just gotta sleep it off Then what What do I do tomorrow? Unfair to ask you that? Figure it out myself? Great

It's true you don't owe friends anything But if friends don't go out of their way to help me, but instead belittle me and insist I sleep (?!?!). They say I am manic, but I can write a dozen word vore post right now I am only manic because you make me feel manic I am manic because you don't get me

1) Friend asks me what I need (fuck you for ignoring my requests but sure) 2) eventually I ask to get on a VC. I need that 3)Friend (who said several lines previous I wasn't an inconvenience) says they can't call me because they have friends over and a sinus infection My life is unraveling Sorry

People ask what I need I tell them Almost everyone who can do this, does nothing I guess I don't know what I need if friends can't do this for me I know it is guilt It is last resort guilt I have told my artist friends again and again and again how awful asking for drawings makes me feel Help

Languishing HuLu@languishinglucy.bsky.social · 2d ago

Visual artist friends: assume that I always want you to draw me You see me and put me down on paper That alone makes my day, sometimes the week I love being able to see myself so much I want to be able to see me Even a rough sketch makes me so happy Just a few minutes Help me see me

If you care about me Please This week Find a story in my FA library that seems appealing read the first 500 words please tell me what you think I tell all of you all the time what I think about your art please anyone?

I know my stories are long I've written about 50 about different vore types and topics Can anyone say anything about any of them? I spent 1000 of hours writing them Anyone?

Me rushing out of the woods towards my friend: "FUCK MY LEG IS BLEEDING PLEASE HELP ME" Friend: "First of all, I can't help you if you're going to shout at me"

Me: "I'm angry and depressed because I'm alone" Everyone in the world apparently: "Have you tried doctor?"

I now officially have no one in my life who I can easily go to for a hug, or to cry on their shoulder I am alone.

1) Friend has strong feelings 2) Stabilize friend 3) Send them to doctor to talk about their feelings If this is your script for when friends are in mental crisis You aren't their friend

I wish I could draw I'm sorry I can't play with my artist friends I'm sorry I'm sorry I wish I could draw you something I can't I can write You don't seem to care much about that though

I know my stories are long I've written about 50 about different vore types and topics Can anyone say anything about any of them? I spent 1000 of hours writing them Anyone?

Visual artist friends: assume that I always want you to draw me You see me and put me down on paper That alone makes my day, sometimes the week I love being able to see myself so much I want to be able to see me Even a rough sketch makes me so happy Just a few minutes Help me see me

Doctors aren't friends I have seen dozens of doctors and therapists over my life None of them were my friend I need friends If you recommend me a doctor You are not the friend I need Please don't message me. It makes me feel worse to have to tell another person they don't understand me

The cell phone killed Internet communication If you instant messaged someone who was online and active, you knew they were at or near their desk, and they knew you were there too, ready to talk. Same with IRC too Now you throw pebbles down a well and wait 12 hours for an echo'd response Cool

I am trying so hard not to compare myself to prompt AI The more I think about what I like being, the more it sounds just like it I am GenAI I know not literally I am a fleshy thing But that is the closest analogy I have right now Please tell me what you want me to say to you I have loads

I need someone to play with right now If you do too, let me know how you want to play 🙏

I'm awake and trying to stay calm I still need help. Desperately. I am still drowning But I am still here 🩷

Going to sleep now I won't kill myself unless someone calls the cops on me

The more I talk to people, the more alone I feel I'm sorry

I AM FUCKING USELESS PLEASE I DON'T MEAN TO MAKE ANYONE ANGRY PLEASE HELP PLEASE I DON'T KNOW WHAT I NEED I KNOW I AM BROKEN I KNOW SOREY I SHOULDNT HABE SAID THAT HELP KILL ME

How many more gifts? Please help Who can help me What more do you need for you to help me Who knows me? Anyone know about me from my works? I spent so many hours I struggled I hurt myself trying What else do you all want WHAT DO YOU ALL WANT WHY CANT YOU HELP ME

I will help you with whatever you need I will try to make you happy and to love me Please help

Do you require me to right you a novel on why saying "I wish I could help" means "Sorry, I'm throwing my hands up. Good luck"? How the fuck does that make me feel better I need help

Everyone reading this and not knowing what to do I understand and I love you for at least reading these I need help

You can do whatever you want with me before I end Just tell me how much you liked it before I disappear

Eat me Digest me End this pain It's what I want Please end this I need help

I've told my body to kill itself so often over my lifetime It never listens I can't even control my own body

Note on how to sympathize with me while I'm in crisis Do not say: "I think you are overreacting" "I assume that _____" "You should talk to a professional" "I wish I could help" "Warn me before you traumadump" I don't think I need to explain any of these. They actively make me feel worse

Yes I know you were just trying to help Yes I know you love me Yes I know I should have thought about you before having a breakdown Yes I know I raised my voice, I'm sorry Yes I know you told me you already understand Yes I know I'm sorry Please forgive me don't leave me please please pleAse