None of the hobonichi collabs really speak to me this year and I moved my Journaling from the techo a6 to a midori MD diary, I might just get a plain weeks this time? Considering a sterlingink planner in the same format too🤔
Veitstanz
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I tried to draw today after two... Three weeks? And it's shocking to get absolutely nothing out of it
I'm so anxious about a hundred things all the time now that I think I'll have to stop drinking coffee. My situation will probably only get worse
I haven't read fiction in years and now I have for some reason binged all Animorphs books and damn those are more weird and heavier than I remember Disney+ working on an adaption of it is fucking laughable. There is just no way
Yes tax the rich but also one could take a big portion of their money and keep giving them the same numbers, it's not like anything in their lives would change Can we look into that
I was crying and Bees laid down on my face, purring Idk if she wanted to smother me for the annoying noise or tried to calm me down but it worked so
i want to be able to do anything without risking a panic attack
what's your sona / how do you draw yourself? idk why I ended up with this but its good
ppl who think AI makes them more productive don't know the difference between productivity and efficacy
stupidest thing that helps me Do Stuff is complaining/making complaining noises while I do it. obv not helpful in every situation but for some reason it works
I hope you like my rambling about adhd and perhaps other things because I am not good at not rambling
Wdym we don't know WHY there's a lack of dopamine in adhd brains But I wanna Know...
just learned that it is theorized that a similar mechanism causes ppl with ADHD to tend towards lower interoception (registering your body's signals). Simply put, the brain doesn't connect the cue (e.g. hunger) as strongly with the required action (eating) because the reward is missing (dopamine)
Veitstanz@veitstanz.bsky.social · 2mo agothis also negatively impacts habit building usually it goes like this cue > habit > reward/end of loop through repetition, brain activity drops during the habit and it comes closer to cue > reward ADHD brains don't get the loop to close, which is why you can do something 100x and then never again
feeling a certain kinda way of having to have a list of people who would be sad/inconvenienced if I die on display at all times with a disability evaluation currently being done but being deemed fit to work 40 hours a week anyway
kinda drives me nuts that I haven't seen the point made yet that bluesky is comparatively new and thus will have a higher influx of people who then might decide Its Not For Them. 1000 people try it, 500 stay - 500 more users, but a huge drop in active monthly users 🤷
Jorge A. Caballero, MD@datadrivenmd.social · 2mo agolow key hilarious that the post that triggered the latest round of "Bluesky is dying" discourse has less engagement on Threads than its screenshots have on Bluesky— likely because it contains an outbound link to a news article, which is an automatic shadowban on Meta platforms nowadays 😂
Made myself an adhd friendly tasklist The goal is to not do EVERYTHING but to hit four of the categories Unless it's a bad day then I just mark "maintenance" and that's it
"but I have such nostalgia for harry potter wah wah" bitch a big reason my english is as good as it is is that I learned it specifically to read the books early and yet JKR makes it really really really easy for me to completely hate everything HP now
my cat Bees sometimes goes into the cat tree, screams for a bit and then leaves and I'm just like yeah that makes sense
Insomnia makes everything an unskippable cut scene I just want to be unconscious for a bit