sparkle glitter fog kitty || ⚧ΘΔ ₍^. .^₎⟆
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lucky/monncy - it/its (in a cat boy way) -- pfp by my wonderful @detritistars.bsky.social !! <3 -- make music under the name monitor suicide!!!: https://monitorsuicide.bandcamp.com -- linktree: https://linktr.ee/calicocamcorders
ive got ten days to be as lame as possible
boy who is super into guro but is terrified of metal music is such a strange thing to be. but alas. the Curse.
one day my boyfriend invited me over for band practice at its friends house and now i recognize pig destroyer songs tgis world is so beautiful
got some angel pictures too
went 2 four corners... which means cancer got killed in 4 states at once!!!! (@porpentine.bsky.social)
friendstrip 10000000000000
Deer dragon critter - oil pastels and color pencils
How do I improve this. Using lion walk cycle from Tezuka's 'how to animate animals'
sorry 2 anyone that looks through this and thinks theyre getting the same bullshit ive got on my neocities,,, my apologies everykittu i am using this place as a bullshit diary
i hope one day soon i can walk down a street and not see anything from all the fog in front of me and im cold and shivering and the streetlights look all glowy and its all okay again
ok and for the record i know he doesnt mean this and i know hes like super fine with me its just the disconnect with someone being Cis. i love my friends im just scared of them
sparkle glitter fog kitty || ⚧ΘΔ ₍^. .^₎⟆@calicocamcorders.neocities.org · 2w agoive got a cis friend and no matter what he says to me it always feels like he Knows im something other even if he doesnt try to,, like i dont feel like i Can be a guy in the way he is and thats super frustrating
anyways whatever rant over. maybe in the future i totally wont feel like this but rn im this weird gross failboy thing. what ever
ive got a cis friend and no matter what he says to me it always feels like he Knows im something other even if he doesnt try to,, like i dont feel like i Can be a guy in the way he is and thats super frustrating
i dunno... all that forcemasc stuff doesnt really do it for me either. especially in the "youre gonna be a guy NOW!!!!" way because thats never gonna make me feel like a guy,,, what i really want is some passenger situation where someone is super gentle and lets me be a guy in his eyes
i also rlly think ive super fucked myself over with how much transphobic shit ive internalized over the years to the point i just see myself as a weird Something more than a boy,,, i dont relate to that i guess im a guy but i dont feel like i Can be a guy yk?
ive begun to relate to get bent by shitty kickflips uh oh
Money For Girls passed the steam trials and is gonna be officialy released on the 24th of august,,,! wishlist while you still can,,,
