Tilas
@tilas.bsky.social
https://cindersdesigns.com Bah weep granah weep nini bong! Yukon artist. Jack of all trades, master of none. Wife of @spacemania.bsky.social
So the lights are on... But nobody's home. And of course my last backup was all my photos... but not my actual working drive. So basically everything I had for the library, every file/project for my 3D printer, every legal document for my deceased mother... Fuuuuucccccckkkkkk....
My meds don't like me. This was a stupid, stupid time to attempt to change my entire regimen. I shoulda known better. I thought I could handle it. But I'm losing my God damn mind. Dunno how many more days of little sleep I can take. I can take the migraine. The nerve pain is another story...
Sad Cat
ALT: Sad Cat
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Another night of hellfire legs. If this new pain medication doesn't start kicking in soon I'm going to lose my fucking mind...
Man with Restless Legs Syndrome
ALT: Man with Restless Legs Syndrome
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I've seen these kits for years when I traveled but never bought one because air travel. When I was in Whitehorse the other week, I saw the bookstore has a few so I of course had to get puppies. I really enjoyed this kit. Such a variety of things to assemble. A small challenge, yet relaxing.
Been awhile since I've had to boot a worker for the day. But I've fucking had it. Every time I turn around, the fucker is gone, hiding outside having a smoke or playing on his phone. I've got SO MUCH SHIT to do, and everyone else are just being a bunch of lazy fucks, but he was the worst.
Get out
ALT: Get out
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...I brought this insomnia on myself... 😑
Shourimajo's Insomnia Night
ALT: Shourimajo's Insomnia Night
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This is why I don't sleep. When Apollo comes in meowing I have to check to see if he's also carrying a corpse. He's gotten stupidly good at sounding normal with a mouthfull. ...not to self, clean the kill corner this morning... Was too fucked up to do that last night... Little asshole...
Sitting in bed deciding whether it's worth it to try to sleep again. Apollo is behind me and meowing and after a minute I realized it's the muffled meow. I look he has a bird. No. Not doing this. Pick him up and toss him outside, bird still in mouth. You want to eat it you eat it outside.
I finally managed to pass out last night, and now I constantly keep getting woken up...First bro, now Apollo... Screaming like it's end of the world. Nope. Just hungry. Dad was already awake and listening to this little asshole, telling him no, then said I was spoiling him. 🙄 I'm just tired...
Sleepy Dog So Tired
ALT: Sleepy Dog So Tired
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Almost 4am and I haven't even tried to go to sleep yet. I should be beyond exhausted. But I'm overtired. And lying down makes my legs go insane. Gonna be a long ass night ...
Fuckfuckfuclfuclfuck Forgot that when I cut my morphine dose my restless leg syndrome kicks into overdrive. I am losing my fucking mind right now. I stand up walk around so the leg suffering fades but the migraine skyrockets. I lie down to soothe migraine and the legs drive me insane.
Restless Rls
ALT: Restless Rls
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...Today was probably not a good day start weaning off my pain meds...
Cartoon Man Riding Dinosaur: Pain and Suffering
ALT: Cartoon Man Riding Dinosaur: Pain and Suffering
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Sure Nona. I get home you pay me no mind. I sit down with a piece of chicken and suddenly you're my bestest best friend. 🙄 She may be almost completely deaf and almost completely blind but God damn that nose of hers still works. 😂
Dog Nose Close-Up
ALT: Dog Nose Close-Up
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Went in for an ultrasound on Friday. I have a gallstone. It's a big one. 2.71cm/1.06". For reference, it's the size of a toonie. It's funny, I'm actually not upset. I'm *relieved*. After years of exams, tests, treatments, etc for my pains, there's finally a concrete ANSWER for some of it.
I'm on fucking morphine for chronic pain. Wouldn't know that by this fucking toothache. So either I'm SO desensitized to the drug it's becoming ineffective, or this pain would be off the rails if I wasn't on it. I'm scared to know which. I'd still rather have a king migraine than this. FML.
Sirius Sleepy: Ouch!
ALT: Sirius Sleepy: Ouch!
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I know my migraine is going critical when I repeatedly fuck up making KD.
Homer Simpson Prepares Cereal in the Kitchen
ALT: Homer Simpson Prepares Cereal in the Kitchen
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My coworker likes to give me shit that I'm "not doing my job as staff supervisor". This is my to-do list I've been working on for months. Does it fucking LOOK LIKE I have time to babysit? They're all fucking adults. I give them directions every morning. I even made a schedule. THEY DON'T LISTEN.
Short staffed. Freight was late. 10 fucking pallets. I have to redo the entire paint section inventory cause coworker fucked it up. I have way too much shit to do. Head is pissed off. Toothache fighting for supremacy. I'm beyond exhausted. ...I need to see the doc about disability...
Office Space Status: Little Girl Tired
Alt: I can't keep doing this... Barely living half a life. ...not even living, simply... Surviving...
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Yet another WH trip. Went looking at antique shops. I found this; "The Vigil of Sir Galahad" by Tudor Mint. Mom collected these pewter figures practically my entire life. Showed it to my bro. He teared up & said we had to get it. One last figure for moms cabinet. It seemed... fitting...
I really fucking hate inventory day. Especially when my migraine is acting up. Yes, I have to count every bolt, nut, and washer individually. When my brain can currently only count to potato. 😵💫
Traveling so many times in one month is taking its toll on my health in all the ways. I'm so. Fucking. TIRED.
Cute Cat is So Tired
ALT: Cute Cat is So Tired
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Parton. Curry. Cullen. Childhood idols. Memories. But ultimately, people. May they all now rest.
Excuse me Apollo, but WTF is this? And how the hell are you sleeping that way? 😂
Told myself I was gonna go to bed at a reasonable hour tonight.
Lie Detector Maury
ALT: Lie Detector Maury
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This cat. He loves to sleep on my lap. Looks like he has such a hard life, doesn't he?
Got my allergy test back. Out of 80 tests I reacted to exactly one. Balsam of Peru. I know that sounds like a WTF until you learn that it is used in pretty much any product that needs fragrance or flavor. Scents. I'm allergic to scents. See fuckers? I wasn't being "dramatic" when I made this.
Got home late lady night. I am completely burnt out today. I'm beyond exhausted, my head is raging, and I can hardly think. Glad I took the day off, I could not have handled going in to work. In a few hours I have a phone consult with the specialist, I'll get the results back of my allergy test...
