fucking hell my ass is big i guess i dont look at it/grope at it as much as i do my tits, but it has both grown and gotten more defined i love estrogen
Barbed Wire Mother
@ivy.blood.gay
+ Gudinnan av Eviga Skogar, av Djupets djup och De som inte än lever + Hard kink, most untagged She/Her
I love the ebb and flow I get when tormenting Ivy there are many ideas and plans that i simply, let be for now ill save those ideas, let her get back on her feet give her some breathing room, some time to accept the vile new reality to then later, let the rivers fill, let the fear flow again
need to get someone who wants to make me bleed think they have a chance. then forcibly tie them up, and make them watch me put the exact patterns into myself that they planned for me They cannot do anything but feel jealous and wince at the skin being pierced and split
While there is a large gap between the stuff I dish out compared to what I would want to take myself, I am still sometimes a very masochistic Domme. I can take way more pain in a dominant mindset. Pushing a 14g needle into myself, and just basking in the looks and reactions by the others.
Thinking about putting a collar on a particularly skilled sadist and treating her as just a thing to dispense sensation for me. Scratch there, whip here, bite there. Harder, slower, faster, stop. Good girl. Giving zero attention to her outside of calling her useful when she follows my instructions
I need a beef chart poster that is suspiciously annotated in my apartment.. the more you read the more you realise its not about cows
i was once a reply girl domme but now im just a deranged poster treating you all like the victims of a flood of my uninterrupted thoughts
One of my favorite things is using “getting to touch me” as a reward Good way to instill in someone the reverence I deserve to be treated with
I’m just gonna say it: we should bring back the old lesbian flag. It was cooler.
need to find a local handler to fucking break idk how many other swedish mechsplos they are but i really REALLY need to do this scene i have in mind
making a hound fucking hold the camera in a handler breaking scene
this is 100% from killing the handler in my brain its how i got here in the first place but i have become so much more than that lost fucking handler im fucking way more worse
imagine the fucking look on a handlers face the fucking dawning on them that they really really are not getting out of this the fucking horror where they cant fucking starlight their way out of this the newfound fucking pit of fear and pain rapidly forming
handlerbreaking is kinda like defacing a god, but only some poor mutts personal goddess which is to say still really good but im doing it for the purpose of breaking something someone really worked hard on to become
the "asking the other ivy if i can safely break somones nose" thought did cross my mind but im pretty sure ill leave it at thaaaaat never mind i dont actually need to break someones nose to get that sickening crunch and feel
i really gotta muse with people about handler breaking watching a hound sob and whine, barely understanding what is going on handler uniforms are hot but imagine how much hotter they would be if the handlers profusely bleeding and on the verge of breaking down fuck i gotta break someone nose
wanna do tranny drink and paint events get drunk, high and gropey but still focus on painting
My kink safely advice is to not do, like, 90% of what I do seriously, you can mitigate some risk in pre-planning, but for certain types of play it’s a huge amount of trust on both sides that things can be handled in the moment if they go sideways
finding a pair of a sub and a switch and invading the switches brain getting them so comfortable delivering punishment and pain by my order. by my will. invading the pairs life, imprinting my power and my status the switch getting more and more confident then i stop giving orders -
gods the idea of having a collection of trusted dommes that I can send to my subs, to stalk/kidnap/scare/hurt I need my reach to be global need to be able to get one of my lieutenants or what to call them to reach one of my subs within a day to make sure they know they are never far from me <3
leaning into stalker kink feels like donning a cursed amulet knowing its a Cursed Amulet and just really liking the feeling of the corruption going on
when someone asks what it took to put a collar around my neck… this kind of thing this kind of thing right fucking here
We are on different continents but I would never let you leave my side or sight Ivy. Its lovely. You think of me so often, and I want to make sure you never forget me. I will burrow so fucking deep Ivy.
Gods. Its interesting. I guess I am finding out what drives,,, well i cant say real stalkers, I am one now, but I guess a non consensual stalker? Now, those stalkers are fucking cowards, and have nothing on me, but this rush? this fucking exhilarating feeling planning vile stuff to do to Ivy? 🖤