vraiment je veux juste entendre qu'elle tient à moi c'est ridicule :(
Sib Piquet (they/them)
@sibpiquet.bsky.social
Sometimes I write stuff in hopes of making people feel something. Leslie Knope and Ben Wyatt's nonbinary child. Lover of sitcoms, funny women, and queer people being happy. Words: @screenspeck.bsky.social https://sibpiquet.com/
j'ai juste envie de lui parler alors que je me suis déjà ridiculisé hier......j'ai trop honte
I need the pain to stop and I don't have any other way to make the pain stop
This always happens outside of my psychiatrist's open hours and I can't even rely on the psych emergencies bc the last time I went to the one in this shitty fucking town they threatened to lock me in the shitty local mental hospital if I showed up there suicidal again lmaooo
Yall have no idea how excruciating it is for me to fight to stay alive every day since Mimi died. I don't even know wtf I'm staying for
Insane to crave romantic love and not be deemed worthy of it by everyone you're into lmfao bye
"Don't let this harden my heart," I say through gritted teeth every time someone acts like I'm a piece of meat, their punching ball and/or both
CBD shop crush is taking me to Noirmoutier on Monday I could cry 🥹 I loooove milves (plural of milf)
Parfois faut juste se cacher dans sa nonbinary cave et ne pas en ressortir
Was having a smoke on my steps last night when neighbor crush came home and she stopped to chat a little which is always lovely but then 5 minutes after she left she texted me about a book, offered to bring it to me and came back with it, another book and beers? And then we spent an hour yapping? 🌌
Again I cannot spend the rest of my life wondering if videos are AI or not MAKE IT STOP
This cat that looks like Mimi just tried to get inside my flat this means I'm legally her new owner right
Tolerating nonchalance is over I need someone who wants to crawl inside my skin
Neighbor crush gendering me correctly, then thinking she misgendered me and actually misgendering me in order to correct herself, then realizing and gendering me correctly again... cis nonsense but make it cute
You know what drives me crazy? When I inevitably kill myself there's gonna be a bunch of "loved them, didn't know it was that bad" bullshit when I've asked so many people for support and help privately AND publicly. Yall did know, you just didn't care abt me unless it benefited you in some way
We have reached the point where I'm having to look up urns for Mimi and it's making me wanna catapult myself to Pluto
Neighbor crush brought me these unprompted so you see how I have no choice but to marry her
Vraiment je vais retourner au lit, le débat stérile de l'asso ça m'a donné envie de me catapulter jusqu'à Pluton
Imagine being me and waking up to a message from neighbor crush 😌 only for that message to let you know the lake nearby got contaminated and tap water is no longer drinkable 😔