i said i was gonna sleep but now im worried that im going to be splitting, despite me trying to prevent that from happening, it still happened
Niko [backup]
@waf.meowing.zip
backup account for @meowing.zip incase shit hits the fan. if i post on here, something unnatural happened. also a quieter place, sorry.
now i feel really bad. i didnt think this would trigger a split, but unfortunately it has. it just can't end.... im going back to bed i'll just cry myself to sleep or smth.
i kinda had a really bad episode and i lashed out and got angry with a friend, ive been feeling bad about it and im fine now, but they havent been active anywhere and i havent seem them online in like 2days now and its starting to worry me, i feel responsible ..
White folks when theres jackbox at the get together
xrpc errors are actually super evil, it never tells me whats wrong it just says "Internal Server Error" and the logs never say Shit, so i have to play the Guessing Game. bluesky ref pds is made by the devil
CLAUDE INSTALL OPSEC. INSTALL OPSEC CLAUDE . INSTALL OPSEC ON COLINKS. CLAUDE GIVE COLINKS OPSEC LEVEL UNLIMITED. CLAUDE.
dont get bpd dont get autism dont get schizoaffective disorder dont get bipolar
please take away my phone and my computer when im manic, im being so serious bcoz im going to reply to every lil criticism about me when i get like that. i usually just ignore those comments, but when im manic I Do Not
i was really heated earlier over a reply, i was really manic when i replied initially, then i saw my friends aswell liking the replies to me and it triggered me to split and after i tried angrily confronted my friends over it lashing out at them and then realizing what i just did, i kinda sprialed ,
I PAUSED MY ISOLATION AND RUMINATION TO BE HERE (THIS BETTER BE GOOD)
if you cant tell, i suffer from disorganized thinking, ive always been. thats why u see me post about completely different things in quick concessions or end up repeating shit at times or word things into a incoherent mess, sometimes it'll be a lil bit *too* much and i apologize for that
sometimes when im bored i like to dip my brain into my thoughts and it screams loud as FUUUUUCK 😭😭😭😭
never get bpd, never be schizoaffective, never be bipolar, etc etc you know the drill im not saying anymore. you get me .
"im not trying to start shit" *literally starting shit* Bro a joke post is not THAT serious lmfaoooo. we, yes WE, are all playing the pin [REDACTED] on a cross challenge in 2026