I’m used to being alone I have to figure it out because I’m the only person I have

That sounds cheesy as hell but I’ve been alone for awhile It’d be nice to have people and they’re are people but I’m just used to the idea that I’m not included or I’m on my own

Why’s the TV have to be so bright Why can’t I just turn it off

I want to be proven that I can be liked as myself but I don’t think there’s someone like that for me

Is it bad that I’m thinking of sacrificing my own well being just know if it’s better to be something else

Man don’t piss me off with that. It’s one thing when I call myself broke but you’re calling me broke because I can’t buy a fursuit? I should knock you straight in your jaw

I pay $800 a month I pay $30 a month for medication I pay $10 for checkups AND I STILL GAMBLE ON GENSHIN AND BUY SKINS ON OVERWATCH broke? You’re just dumb

“Cause your broke” I pay for college I don’t want to hear about being broke when you don’t pay for jack shit

I’m finally gonna lock in *gets on minecraft*

No matter how many time someone tells me the same thing over and over, I can’t bring myself to believe them In my brain, they’re all lying

At least I’ll get my mom to buy me a cosplay for my birthday It’s all I want

I hate alcohol 21 isn’t a big age for me I don’t want anything to se with alcohol or drugs It smells gross and the people are gross. I will never forget those fucking drunkards in the house They make me sick

And then my mom wants to get me drunk and everyone’s backing her. They’re peer pressuring me into getting wasted I hate drunk people I hate alcohol I hate alcoholics

They have literally threatened to kick me out if I didn’t go to university and then I pay for my own college tution out of pocket, no loans, and they have to debate which graduation they wanna go to I gotta be put away if they fuck this up. I gotta go. I got like eight more months but I’m stressed

I cannot stress how important this is to me and they don’t understand it. They think high school is a bigger than/same level achievement as university. I

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I am taking five classes back to back load every Monday and Wednesday. I rushed through an associates. I got a license for teaching at 18. I have spent the last two years hauling ass to graduate because these people have been on my ass like a tick to graduate and be successful

Man I’m so useless

On top of it I blacked out today. I’m just keeping it in mind in case it keeps happening

I hate acid reflux It tastes gross and it burns I’m just hoping what the doctor gave me will help. It’s be nice to not taste acid for a day

I just snorted hand sanitizer so I can knock myself out of an anxiety attack Kind of worked

My friend is doing better and he seems alright. He’s just going through a breakup and love will do that I guess

I’m always saying the wrong thing. I just need to stop talking to people

This is why I don’t dm people or try to make friends I say the wrong things and I’m so childish about it

I’m actually mentally healthy lowkey not really

Cringe

Plot twist I am a lose

I’m so lonely but I like being alone I like people I like both Both is good Except I’m so isolating that I fear people will take anyone else over me

Hahah the voices guys the voices Litterally chuck my body off a cliff into a ditch so I can forget

Debt Shit Things one after another I’ve never felt so alive but I’m overwhelmed I want to go away

It’s happening again