Syphus/Entropy
@5yphus.bsky.social
45 yo, gay, poly, kintsugi masked pup/ fur. Romantically open, sexually open. Partner is @buddybeagle.bsky.social Not a gainer. Leftist, Apatheist, 🔞🚫AI, Screw Trump, and free 🇵🇸 He/Him/Slay bitch Chub4chaser Please dispose of properly if you date me.
Insomnia is grand, but the shooting electrical nerve pain. 😚👌
I really fucking hate that Minecraft is ruined for me too. Hundreds of hours over the last year into this save and it's just a constant reminder. I didn't have it in me to start again either.
That was fun, but what I really want is a man that asks me on a date. Since we became poly pockets I've yet to be with anyone who returned a 1/2 of the romance given. It would be nice to feel like a treasure and not a commodity to do the care minimum to keep in stock.
I just spent the better part of 5 hours flirting with a dom twunk across the pond and hot damn.
Adam Sandler Says 'Sooooo Hot!'
ALT: Adam Sandler Says 'Sooooo Hot!'
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Man that depression keeps trying to creep in. It's like trying to keep ants out of a house.
Friday nights are kinda slow. All of you people with a life out there doing things.
How disabled am I? I stepped on the hem of my own pants and hurt my leg.
Whatever it takes I guess. Dating takes months longer to feel like you got fucked raw. You tell me what's better?
There are things I hate about being in the dating game again. Plenty of hot guys to flirt with, but my dog there are some gross people who don't understand consent. Also the guy who just added me on an app to tell me if I wanted someone to cuddle I should get a dog. That was a lovely experience.
Just so we're clear: if you ask me to support or vote for someone who is fine with throwing part of my community under the bus for "the greater good", you can go FUCK YOURSELF with a cactus covered in salt and salsa. Thank you for attending my TedTalk
Back to sleep for the rest of it because brain says it's okay.
It's been so long since I've fallen for someone who isn't at least one of: in need of help, toxic, untreated mental illness, requiring faith they are capable off love like I am, or predatory. I don't even know if I can attract healthy people or if I do it because I don't think I deserve them.
Forced myself up yesterday with like 4.5 hours of sleep, dealt with this every third day's break up, and thought I'd I could stay up I would be able to sleep better. I went to sleep at 5am and my brain had decided that was just the nap I need.
Me and who? Been closed to long. Need an alpha to give me what I need. I do swallow and I know how to say thank you.
I'm so tried of having to take care of and fix everyone ya know. I want to be someone's good boy. I wish I had the courage to have embraced pup play when I was younger and better fit what people wanted submissive pups to look like.