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𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚘𝚝𝚒𝚌 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚡𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜 𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚖𝚘𝚜𝚝𝚕𝚢 𝚙𝟻 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚘/𝚓𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚛 (ぺごジョカ) https://reeruh.carrd.co/

that one day with failed portrait try with blaming myself just because and how to put idk for what post things in socials i love him i love what im doing i don't like blog things with all this numbers and etc i feel weird as the one who post smth im the one who should remain silent.. forgive me ..

blaming myself a little about not waiting till i'll have more things to post together so it feels kinda spammy but more i wait more i start thinking that i shouldn't post smth at all and etc.. so hope it's better the way it is now than not to post at all..

for future hero/joker keychain idea i had to try make beaded heart and.. and.. i made it.. not perfect (honestly.. don't want things to be perfect mostly..) but im happy ( ;´ - `;) this p5 hero plushie is my little model now..

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very self insert thing i may say.. well.. saying this like almost everything isn't both just pairing itself and ..self. . at the same time.. regardless the fact that unfortunately im not joker/don't look even close to him.. don't have big protag plushie.. and etc.. sad.. .

funny.. how from i want him look like on his official concepts that i like/works by btmr-san it went to i want him to look alive/real and as himself at the same time.. . unbearable.. you're.. too much.. you.. . i love.. ..