„Fuck what I deserve. What about what I want?“ . . . #aftg #allforthegame #fanart #portrait #thesunshinecourt #thegoldenraven #jeanmoreau
Han
@abyssalluminary.bsky.social
Han | 25 | potentially 🔞 artist trying to stay motivated to be creative currently obsessed with tgcf, iwtv & aftg ✨️queer✨️
“What you hold onto is less important than the act of holding on itself. It’s so easy to get lost in ourselves and this world. Sometimes you need to find your way back one tiny miracle at a time.” . . . #allforthegame #aftg #reneewalker #reneewalkeraftg #fanart #digialart #drawing #painting
ok but. Jean doesn't even really dare to look at someone too longb(aka check then out), because he's scared of the consequences he's used to. in the next book I need there to be a scene where he's allowed to look at and appreciate Jeremy as much as he wants to, without anything else happening. pls
finished the current infinity nikki inkville quest. that was such a beautiful story. and so gay. so damn gay and I loved every second of it. also cried several times. we literally get a red band of fate as a gift at the end. damn.
still haven't processed all of tsc and tgr, but what I just had to think about again was that Kevin threw away his public persona for a sec to defend jean during the interview and also stated his honest opinion on the situation without sugarcoating it. idk. not gonna leave my brain any time soon
actually no. I stand by the statement that it's Kevin coded. the song I mean. and the imagery fits both of them for different reasons
Han@abyssalluminary.bsky.social · last yr.you know what's funny? I wanted to draw a piece about Kevin trying not to drown (metaphorically) inspired by the song Damocles by Sleep Token. I now realise that that's Jeans song and visual. goodness.
also: I have so many fucking thoughts about Kevin. the fucker knew about andreil as soon as Wymack knew. I swear! he was there during all the moments wymack was and just quietly observing them! I also don't believe in his relationship with thea. they weren't in contact for over a year after he fled!
what do you mean im done with the Golden Raven? WHAT DO YOU MEAN?!
a woman wearing a headband and earrings says what do you mean
ALT: a woman wearing a headband and earrings says what do you mean
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ok but like. how are people saying Riko spitting in Neil's mouth didn't have a sexual component to it, knowing what he did to Jean and some other ravens? yeah he didn't do most of that himself but he orchestrated it?!
finished the Sunshine Court. thank God for Neil Josten. my hero. very interesting to get to see him from an outside perspective!
on a more lighthearted note. I love how literally everyone describes Kevin as a Diva. amazing. incredible! XD
you know what's funny? I wanted to draw a piece about Kevin trying not to drown (metaphorically) inspired by the song Damocles by Sleep Token. I now realise that that's Jeans song and visual. goodness.
I'm halfway through the sunshine court and have basically been crying nonstop. that poor guy.
can I just say. after reading the first aftg trilogy twice now (still haven't read the others).. Kevin had such a strong start but in the end he felt really washed out and like an afterthought half of the time. GIVE ME MORE DEBTH ON THE BOI! and free him from this groomer while we're at it.
another one for the photo wall✨️ #aftg #aftgfanart #allforthegame #allforthegamefanart #thefoxholecourt #theravenking #thekingsmen #neiljosten
how tf is tiktok the platform my art is doing the best on? XD
Yeah, I'm all you need, I'ma be your idol. #kpopdemonhunters #jinu #tgcf #heavenofficialsblessing #huacheng
I'm glad I can finally kind of predict under which circumstances I get a migraine. but that doesn't mean I can avoid it at all times :<
still waiting. there have been updates but billing hasn't resumed yet. I'm exercising so much patience here
Han@abyssalluminary.bsky.social · last yr.still waiting. absolutely not checking every day. nope. not me. I'd never.
how do artists not constantly change their profile pics to their latest piece?
So obsessed with those two I can't even put it into words. Andrew liking neck kisses is so dear to me. #andreil #andrewminyard #neiljosten #aftg #aftgfanart #allforthegame #allforthegamefanart
today is try-not-to-have-an-anxiety-attack-day and I don't appreciate it
Andrew finding out he has a brother and thinking there's a version of himself out there that got a good start in life and is happy. and then doing everything in his power to stay away and not drag that version into his own problems.
I would like to use the audio book to make some tiktoks.. I sadly really dislike how it's read though :<
rereading the foxhole court is so fun. I have solche a different perspective on things now and focus on completely different things. I also finally understand the passages a lot of people have marked. I was so confused on the reasons the first time around XD
rereading the foxhole court and realising what the reason for Andrews freak out on nicky was. ouch. not understanding the guy was less painful.
