Samyaza Panoptes

@adonis-nyx.bsky.social

|||Samyaza//he/him//27//Artist//NSFW//Small Titty Connoisseur//Bi//Polytheist//Chronic Pain & Rods & Pins//anti GenAI||| OC lore under #SeraphsRiddle *story contains topics some might find disturbing* https://www.paypal.me/caerball

I have had literally 7 dozen stink bugs come into my home this past week. They literally keep coming. Like a zombie hoard. They irritate my allergies. The smell isn’t terrible, but it irritates my allergies to the point of struggling to breathe. My cats keep torturing them too… making it worse. 🥲

Still going to be waiting longer than desired. Shit costs money, so redoing floors and so on is going to have to wait a bit more. Meaning my room is a no go. 😭 There is a lot still going on mentally as well. Genuinely on the edge more than I would like to admit (tho basically admitting anyway 💀).

I pretty much gave up on growing an account. Just the only way to grow is to work myself too much, and so little gain. Kinda why I haven’t bothered making some thing like substar or patreon. Though substar keeps denying my stuff for years despite having the link in my bio/profile.

Being below poverty and being vegan is one hell of a challenge in WV. Also cannot eat wheat… and most premade vegan stuff contains it. 🙃🙃🙃 Also most foods doubled in cost. I can’t eat many foods outside of my veganism choice. (Religious thing involving Apollo)

I can’t wait to get access to all my stuff again. With construction stuff still going on, I haven’t had access to my drives or macbook. So that all is temporarily crammed into a box somewhere among other boxes. I didn’t get to see which boxes they went in. Just told them to view the stuff as fragile

I am getting a lot of fake accounts/bots following me. This is stupid man… I miss when there was almost zero bots here. But nooooooo, some massive shitass decided to get their ilk and begin ruining this site with slop. AI was bad enough. Fuck you to those who make scam bot accounts. 🖕

Ellie usually has messy hair and is less hyper (used a lot of energy sometimes) Aevthyael acts giddy and is flushed where she is so pale. Olivia just acts like she is guilty of something and doesn’t want others to know (an early story trait) James would be flushed and want to cuddle excessively.

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Any support is appreciated here. Been having a rough time. Thank you to those who have been there with me when I first started really getting into the art online stuff. Thank you to those who are more recent as well. I hope once my mind is in order again, I will be able to draw a lot more.

Samyaza Panoptes@adonis-nyx.bsky.social · last mo.

If you like my art and want to support it, here is my Cashapp and Paypal. cash.app/$SamyazaPano... www.paypal.me/caerball

Had to tear down my bedroom wall. They had to fix some stuff with the tub. But all the new wall and the tub, they don’t want to damage it. So we chose the old wall on the bedroom side. I hope to be able to afford new wall for the bedroom in time. It always looked horrid from my late mom smoking. :/

I finally have a tub and such in the bathroom of the main bedroom (the one I sleep in currently). Turns out someone when this place was built, used water hose parts for the pipes and this has been leaking for years. It is another source of black mold and explains my high water bill.

Any support is appreciated here. Been having a rough time. Thank you to those who have been there with me when I first started really getting into the art online stuff. Thank you to those who are more recent as well. I hope once my mind is in order again, I will be able to draw a lot more.

Samyaza Panoptes@adonis-nyx.bsky.social · last mo.

If you like my art and want to support it, here is my Cashapp and Paypal. cash.app/$SamyazaPano... www.paypal.me/caerball