Aerin Moriarty(they/them)

@aerinmoriarty.bsky.social

Gaylor. Swiftcraft Theorist. YouTuber. LesbiEnby. Birdlover. Sapphic. Cryptid. Covid Cautious. Radical Humanist. Queer Dyke. ✨️ Pop Music is Sapphic ✨️ ⚠️ If I’m here, I’m high af. Don’t expect my best work.⚠️

BE WARY ON SOCIAL MEDIA! TW SUICIDE BLOOD FAMILY Perez Hilton was nude on Tiktok live, talking about death, had a psychotic break & started cutting himself. Footage is very available due to Live. There are rumors his kids were removed from his custody. Very sad situation, & waaay too public.

TW Ariana/Petal/ED The shitty thing about the Petal MV is that it made some great statements about the cycle of fame, but I can't in good conscience analyze it. It's effectively anorexia fetish porn bc her body is more than subtext, it is the text of the piece. Every screenshot is triggering.

I had a dream the other night where Travis announced that Showgirl was his drag persona only to launch into a performance and times like this I wish I could show you the inside of my brain because weirdly it worked. Think Pattie Gonia mustache and a full beat, kinda athletic performance style?

Something that unexpectedly hit me like a gut punch was Thank You Next coming on right after the end of Petal. That song has so much, "I've been through heartbreaks and sadness but I'm betting on me and my future," in it. Petal has none of Ari's FUTURE as a person, or healing, just legacy, memory.

Aerin Moriarty(they/them)@aerinmoriarty.bsky.social · 5d ago

Petal has me ruminating on the legacies of artists who die young, in their prime, preserved as fans remember, vs how that perception changes if they wither, hollow & die. There's something about it that has me unsettled... it feels like an *acceptance* of early demise, if not a preference of such.

Petal has me ruminating on the legacies of artists who die young, in their prime, preserved as fans remember, vs how that perception changes if they wither, hollow & die. There's something about it that has me unsettled... it feels like an *acceptance* of early demise, if not a preference of such.