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"I'm in the wrong industry! I should have been in _____. I would have made much more comfortable and effective _____." I keep thinking. But, no, the more I think about it, even if I had the ideas, there's no way it would have been funded. I think misery is part of the design and I would not.

Bothers me to no end that the song getting repeatedly stuck in my head is AI generated. It's catchy, it's provocative, would've been great if a woman wrote and sang it. Could've been celebrating her living her truth, but instead stolen content without credit and probably just male fantasy pandering.

I used to think "toe the line" meant something like "get really close without crossing the line, get your toe right up to it" meaning push the limit. But, no, it means obey authority, conform to the rules. I feel like that should be "tow the line" like pull the rope, serve the purpose. Ugh, words.

Normalize taking calls from the bathroom, maybe just for the folx with GI considerations for spending greater amounts of time in the bathroom. I didn't want to wait in distress or worry about receiving a call that won't be easy to call back. Like, especially doctors. They should understand, right?

I'm planning an elaborate setup with a tripod and mic in my shower, not to record or anything fun, but because I'm waiting for a call back from a cleaning service to schedule an appointment and I need to take a shower. Otherwise, my anxiety is going to make me wait for a call I might not even get.

I wonder if the AI slop spam in socials is intentional to disrupt the community that we've built. Get enough people disenchanted with the spaces where we connect to leave them. The enshitification of Twitter. The stigma of TikTok. The aggressive puritanization of Instagram. Trying to keep us apart.