🪻 Alex 🐻

@alexgardendweller.bsky.social

How common is it for people who have never played Elden Ring before to beat the first shardbearer on their first try? Because my wonderful girlfriend just did it, and I am posting about it because holy shit how amazing is that??

Things have been hitting me pretty hard, especially last night and today. Finding out that I wasn't the only one, that all of it was fake; there's so much of me influenced by that relationship, and it's going to take me a lot of time to accept that, I think. I just hope everyone else is doing ok <3

Oh hey, if it isn't one of the reasons I actually use Bluesky - because I wanna share my doodles! I've been thinking of actually streaming again someday so I was trying to think of ideas for the panels, and then started doodling xD I'm not great at streaming, so any advice is absolutely welcome ^-^

An MS Paint page. From left to right: black headphones with purple music notes, a purple flower with a green stem and yellow pollen spiral, a sitting brown bear with its eyes closed, a pirate ship with a large sail at the front, blue ropes, and an anchor, a panel that says "About Me :3", a skull, a mint green pinwheel, and a doodle of my little avatar "Gremlex" in entirely purple (a scruffy haired small guy with big ol' eyes and a hoodie).

Thank you again to everyone who read, liked, and reposted my last thread. It's honestly very surreal seeing how many people saw it, I feel a bit exposed, haha But, I also want to apologise to the people whose streams I've left out of fear. I'm sure I'll find my way back to them eventually.

Breaking my silence on this. I don't have a social media presence, like, at all, but I need to get this off my chest. I was groomed by the streamer VioletByDesign. I was 16, she was 27, and I don't feel I had the capacity to consent at that age. I was a child.

Finally bought one of my favourite PS1 games (I say one of because admittedly I haven't played the most) and it arrived today. Bust-a-Move 2: Arcade Edition! Finally going to beat it on original hardware and I couldn't be more excited ^-^