was called into the drs for bl00ds today... tell me why they took 6 vials!!?! idek what they're for?? like even the nurse taking them didn't seem to know why or who ordered them??? soo confused. and bl00dless
ali 🍂
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⚠️🚫MDNI🚫⚠️ ali ~ 26y/o ~ evil sw: 80kg gw1: 45kg ✅️ gw2: 43kg
imagine how much more i could've lost by now if i was 4n4 instead of mi4
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ive run out of redbull but i realllllly don't wanna go out today 😫
and it's crazy that for the past 8 months ive been so set on getting to 45kg like it's the only thing that matters and here i am 0.8kg from my goal and already all i can focus on is getting back to 40kg..
i just open and stare at my wl graph multiple times a day to reassure myself that i have actually lost weight
ive been lazzzzzzy af last month so i need to start walking again to be prepared for my airport chronicles next week 😅
only lost 2kg in August :'// big fat dumbass failure alert ⚠️ 📢 🚨
nothing ever changes. i'm still 6 years old, curled up in a corner crying because there's something wrong with me.
unfortunately i survived the night. completely conscious an fcking all
why yes i will be getting black out drunk and taking everything i have in my flat. it's called self care look it up
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might dry fast until i lose 5kg or die whichever comes first either way a win for me
just ate an entire loaf of bread.. i am not looking forward to throwing it up ngl 😅
such a fucking slog.... :/// think i'll go liquids again for a week
why tf is crisis team going through to voice mail at 11am on a monday?
just took a huge shit. is2g if im not low 46's tomorrow imma fly off the fucking handle
they made the princess seem dramatic but if i had a pea under my bed id notice too
how tf have i not lost anything in the past 4 days that i have literally eaten a single potato and c/s some fries..?.?.? 😐
should have just fcking 0D'd 3 weeks ago in peace. im soo sick of all this shit